She stood gazing at him, her eyes, her pose, her manner inspired with
conquest. The blank, sickening ferocity of passion seized him as he
answered her look. It caught him by the throat, swept him away in a
rapture of agony. To crush that beauty of hers, to mangle it, strangle
it, absorb it utterly in himself, became at once the one blinding,
obliterating need that filled his whole consciousness. An insatiable
thirst of her loveliness possessed him. The keen, flame-like delirium
of his desire was a devastating pain. His whole being moaned with
the aching torment of it. The sight of her, the thought of her, went
through him, pierced him, rent his innermost heart in twain. The
drunken glory of suffering that held him on the wheel of knives was a
frenzy very different from that placid repletion which had been his
ideal--how long ago?--of the great ideal passion. Now at last he knew
what passion was--the parching, gorgeous misery of it, the straining,
leaping martyrdom. The ancient secret madness that once had dwelt in
the orderly rooms of his father’s heart now stirred again in the son’s,
and bled once more, under the wounds of ecstasy, as once, for a wild
hour, it had bled long since at the hands of that ill-fated, forgotten
woman whose place was now usurped by Isabel. Kingston, his calmer self
destroyed by the red intoxication, moved towards his fate, vaguely,
blindly.
‘Isabel--Isabel!’ he murmured with dry, cracking lips, groping hands
outstretched to take her.
And Isabel welcomed his coming as the crown of life. She threw his arms
wide and waited, glowing and transfigured.
The ghostly twilight of the mist was round her, behind her. The face it
revealed was fierce with joy, exquisite in its vividness. The dark hair
drifted round it, and the throat rose vivid and white from the low-cut
collar of her dress, thrown back splendidly, an ivory column. The neck
of her dress was fastened awry by a little brooch, whose diamonds
gleamed dully in the pale glooming.
And in an instant the man’s flaming drunkenness had passed--passed
utterly, in a spasm of torment almost beyond his bearing. As sometimes
we are torn painfully, violently from the gay madness of a happy
dream by the sound of a bell or some other noise that penetrates to
our consciousness from the outer world beyond our vision, so now, in
the crisis of his passion, the sight of his wife’s brooch at Isabel’s
throat recalled Kingston Darnley, with a jarring crash, to the horrible
realities of life. Isabel, characteristically buttonless and pinless,
had borrowed it from Gundred to make good the deficiencies of her
blouse. His arms fell, the light of his eyes grew dull, and died. His
body stood motionless, and his spirit went down into the abyss of hell.
Isabel saw the change, and at the sight her own glory sympathetically
faded. They had done with the heights. Now their feet were set on earth
again.
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