Minne-Adélaïde was gone, but her work remained. A week had passed, but
Gundred could never forget that dialogue. Still as far from her mind as
ever was any crude distrust of her husband. It was not in her nature
to have vulgar suspicions--to attribute to others that ugly baseness of
which she herself could never have been capable. But, none the less,
she grew vaguely fretted by Isabel’s presence, vaguely unhappy over
the interest that Kingston took in her cousin. The two were always
saying things that Gundred could not understand. Bit by bit she grew to
feel that even to be an efficient housekeeper and a nice, well-dressed
person is not always quite sufficient for a wife’s endowment. She made
spasmodic attempts to follow Isabel’s flights into the abstract, and
sometimes gave a book the preference over needlework. Her conversation
became ambitious, aiming at brilliancy, but only achieving flatulence.
She talked in capital letters, of high big words without definitions.
Her contributions to ethical debate were windy, wearisome, perpetually
circular and pointless. She saw that she could not attain to Isabel’s
fantastic lightness of touch; she tramped a heavy ring of argument,
and, being for ever unable to analyze her own meaning, was quite
incapable of conveying it to others. Never before had she found herself
inadequate. Now the conviction grew upon her that inadequate--at
least, in some directions--she certainly was. She took refuge in the
consciousness of her wedding-ring, and in the thought that impiety
would be involved in the sharing of much that her husband and Isabel
talked of. And for no possible consideration of earthly happiness would
Gundred have wished to share impiety.
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