Kingston and Isabel noticed Gundred’s efforts to keep pace with
their conversations. On Isabel they had no effect. Isabel admitted
no consideration of Gundred to any place in her life. She lived
alone with Kingston, in a world of their own creation, and Gundred
had for her little, if any, real existence. On Kingston Gundred’s
manœuvres impressed the full ill-luck of the situation. He saw how
she was trying to come near him, and her struggles to do so only
emphasized the fact that she was far away. Her attempt had come
too late. Understanding now, as he did, the relation in which his
whole soul stood to Isabel’s, it became piteous to watch Gundred’s
efforts, and understand their futility. He redoubled the warmth of
his demonstrations, and, after the habit of men, tried to make up for
denying her what she wanted by lavishing upon her everything she did
not. Outward signs no longer satisfied her; she had awaked to the fact
that true marriage involves the exchange of something more, and that
something more it was not now in Kingston’s power to give her. He
was delightfully attentive, delightfully demonstrative; he picked up
cushions, placed footstools and pillows, fetched and carried with eager
docility; he complimented, praised, gave lip-worship and kisses and
embraces; but these vigorous manifestations were all so many simulacra
of the love that was lacking. Gundred insensibly came to realize the
lack, and Kingston’s well-meant attempts to dissemble it only had the
effect of forcing it on her attention. He gave her no cause to feel
lonely, was always at her side, always included her in the talk, never
allowed himself to be alone with Isabel. Yet lonely Gundred still
felt herself--shut out from something. By whose fault? The fault was
undiscoverable.
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