Thus, in eager self-mortification, he humbled himself before Gundred,
and believed that she had no suspicion of any defaultings on his
side. He felt that he was giving her good measure, pressed down and
running over--though only of the second-best. That she guessed it to
be the second-best her husband had no notion; so subtle an instinct
would always have been beyond the prosaic Gundred whom he had known
and married. Now he knew her no longer; life had developed them along
different roads. So he continued in the confident hope that he was
giving her the perfect satisfaction to which she had the right, while
she, for her part, secretly chafed at his obvious efforts, grieved
that effort should be necessary, and exerted herself more and more to
enter his life again. And as for the future, that might look after
itself. Sufficient to the day was the marital duty of it. Marriage,
however, is a dead thing by the time it becomes a duty. Kingston had no
suspicion of this, but Gundred, suddenly outstripping him in the race
of intuitions, understood in her heart of hearts, and felt a mortal
chill.
The habits of a lifetime, though, are not easily broken by emotional
gales; Gundred, for all her leaping excursions into the regions
frequented by Kingston and Isabel, retained her old, well-drilled
enthusiasm for domesticity. Hearts might break and sunder, but the
trained courage of Gundred saw no reason why soup, for that, should
grow tepid, or beds ill-aired. Whatever she might fear or suffer,
however much she might strain and agonize for real intimacy with her
husband, she could not have excused herself to herself for allowing
her attention to wander from his comfort or neglect his health. She
pursued the useful tenour of her way with a Spartan cheerfulness that
might have been even more splendid than it was had not long habit
so engrained in her the zeal of domestic services. She continued
overhauling the house, its resources, its supplies, its deficiencies.
Lady Adela having handed over to her the reins of government, she
assumed them with unfaltering grip. Soon she became the housekeeper’s
terror, and put to rout all the slack ease that had prevailed under
the ineffectual amiability of her mother-in-law’s rule. While one
side of her nature was battering for admittance into Kingston’s
life, the other, the older, larger side, was occupied in examining
store-cupboards, choosing wall-papers, pulling the house and its
appointments into shape once more. Many improvements must be made,
lighting remodelled, some of the worst horrors tactfully but decisively
obliterated.
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