Gundred was busy with designs for the new stone wing that should
arise in place of the treacherous old wooden fire-trap, as soon as
the ruins should have been cleared away. Kingston could be moved by
nothing except the hope of finding Isabel’s relics. It was not till
the third day that his wish was fulfilled. Then, buried in the densest
chaos of débris, they found what remained of the dead. Gundred cried
bitterly over the tragic discovery, and then, dabbing her eyes, began
to meditate an epitaph that should compensate everyone for all that
had been suffered. Kingston faced the piteous remains in a stupor. He
could not have told what it was that he had expected the excavations to
reveal, but surely nothing so crude as this mere wreckage of mortality
that came to light. The fire had been merciless: a few fragments of
flaky bone, the blackened crust of a skull, from which the white teeth
gleamed horribly--this was all that it had left of Isabel. Kingston
could never have anticipated the raw ugliness of the revelation. It
stunned him anew. This black, bare globe was dreadful, filled with
dreadful thoughts and associations, a monstrous burlesque of love and
things lovely; its eyeless glare, its obtrusive grin, were ghastly
in their mockery of life’s beauties; the glitter of two gold-crowned
teeth in the lower jaw set the last fine edge on the horror, in their
ironical reminder of the daily life now destroyed for ever. And yet
this was Isabel--the real Isabel--or, rather, it was the earthly
emblem of her. That rounded shape had actually contained her, had
contained the hopes, the fears, the love that had gone to make up
Isabel. And now, where and what was Isabel? Only the outward form had
suffered; how could the mysterious secret passions that had been the
framework of her personality, how could they have any share in the
ruin that had fallen on the outward manifestation of Isabel? And yet,
without that outward manifestation, how could she still be Isabel?
Dimly, fantastically, he tried to figure her in another shape--as
another woman, as a man. The task was impossible. To his bounded human
outlook, the outward form was an integral part of the real Isabel.
Yet, now he was brought face to face with the obvious fact that, while
the outward form had been reduced to a thing of loathing and horror,
the real Isabel must still be in existence somewhere, incorrupt and
incorruptible. It was unthinkable that she should have suffered the
fate of her body. So he must perforce bring himself to realize that the
thing he loved had had no true connection with the hair, the skin, the
features that it had worn for a while. Hair and skin and features were
gone; but the beloved remained--out of sight, unrecognisable, remote;
yet, for all that, perfect and unalienated. Fire could not touch the
heart that was Isabel, the courage, the loyalty, the devotion that were
Isabel. They were still alive as ever. But where, in what far world,
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account