‘In one tremendous moment the woman rose far above all the false
desires in which she had bred herself. She gave her life for the truth.
She sacrificed utterly that false self of hers which was the thing that
your false self had so loved through the ages. And for her great merit
it must be that she must reap great rewards,--not rewards apportioned
by a personal providence, but rewards that spring naturally out of
her action. She has shaken herself free of the links that bound her
to you. The Buddha enwombed in every mortal Karma has torn away many
of the veils that shrouded him in that woman’s heart. Because, in her
last moment she loved the true better than the false, and followed
rather the higher love that led upwards than the lower love which would
have kept her at your side--therefore she is released. The streams
are sundered at last on the rock of parting. That bondage of hers has
passed away--weak and erring and desirous, perhaps, she still may
be--faulty and human, but at least that one chain of desire which held
her is snapped and broken utterly. You go hunting for her through all
the fields of your earthly life, and she, in an instant, she was cured
of all vain longings. Therefore between you there is a gulf fixed for
ever. You, in the days of your meeting, will know her and desire her,
but she will not know you; she will be free of you for ever, and your
recognition will wake in her no answering recognition, and thus of her
merit will be doubled your damnation.’
‘I’ll take the risk of that,’ cried Kingston, wanting to smile at
these august fantasies; but the low, husky voice, the faint tremulous
manner filled with age and mystery and wisdom compelled his reverent
attention. ‘I don’t care whether she knows _me_ or not when we meet
again, so long as I know _her_. The sundered streams must meet again
somehow. As long as I feel that I have met her again, I can be
perfectly happy. That is all I ask.’
‘The soul lies to itself,’ answered the old man sadly. ‘Festering
sorrow you will have in this, and you know it. For all lust, whether
of the body or the soul, is sorrow. It cannot be otherwise, for sorrow
and lust are two words for the one great falsehood that pervades this
visible world of phantoms.’
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