‘No,’ he said. ‘I am pretty well certain we can never have met
before. I was brought up abroad, you see, by my mother, after they
sold Restormel. And the last two or three years I have been living
at Oxford. I have not been to London or anywhere where we could have
met. No--no.... I say, I am a most awful idiot to-day. I can’t imagine
what has come over me,’ he cried abruptly. ‘But this jolly room of
yours--well, it feels to me horribly uncanny. You say there is no fire,
and of course there isn’t; yet the smell is in my nostrils and my
throat all the time, choking and stifling me. Did you ever hear such
rot? Do you mind if we go out in the garden or somewhere? I’m not often
taken like this, please believe me. I have never felt anything like
this in my life. I told you how I hate and dread fire, though I have
never suffered from it; but nothing has ever given me such an awful
impression of fire as I feel here to-day.’
He had been standing ever since he rose from his chair, or walking
uneasily from end to end of the room. Now he stood in front of his
host, gazing at him with eyes which, for all his tongue’s pretence at
ease, were filled with a haunting dread. Kingston was deeply moved by
the spectacle of this fighting terror before him. The terror moved
his pity, the courage of its victim moved his admiration. And, behind
everything else lay the curiosity that this manifestation woke in him.
But he could no longer disregard his visitor’s eagerness to be gone
elsewhere. He rose from the window-seat.
‘I am sorry,’ he said. ‘I cannot understand it. Yes, let us go, if you
wish. We might take a turn in the garden. I would not have brought you
in here if I had had the slightest idea that you feel like this. But
I never could have believed that such a stretch of imagination was
possible.’ Kingston broke off, studying the controlled fear in the
young man’s face. Then he abruptly began again. ‘Look here,’ he said,
‘do tell me exactly what it is you see and feel that gets on your
nerves so. I cannot understand it.’
Ivor Restormel glanced round the room. Under Gundred’s supervision it
had been rebuilt in a cool and placid modern style. Everything in it
was pretty, graceful, harmonious. The walls were panelled in white;
flowers were standing about in tall blue glasses. The big windows
admitted shafts of soft afternoon light through their drawn white
blinds, and the whole impression was one of fragrant, comfortable peace.
But Ivor Restormel’s eyes saw something very different.
After a pause he answered, huskily, in broken, difficult tones:
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