‘You will think me more of an ass than you do already,’ he replied.
‘I suppose it must be my mother’s stories that account for it. But,
besides the awful smell of burning here, I seem to see a horrible
wreckage of charred ruins. Oh, I can see these walls and all the jolly
decorations. And yet, somehow, when I look again they are not there any
longer. There is only the shell of some other building, something all
fallen in and blistered and blackened with fire. Great heaps of ashes
and bleached rubbish are piled high between what is left of the walls.
The whole place is choking with the stale fumes of smoke. And the rooms
are open to the grey sky far overhead; and grey drifts of rain come
dashing in from time to time on the smouldering masses.’
Kingston watched his visitor’s face with an amazement that bereft him
of words.
‘By God!’ he said slowly, wondering where his thoughts would lead him
in the next few minutes. ‘By God! you describe it exactly as if you had
been here twenty years ago.’
Ivor Restormel shook his head fiercely, as if trying to shake off some
horrid, persistent memory.
‘I feel as if I had,’ he replied suddenly. ‘I feel just as if I had
been here twenty years ago, worse luck. The moment I came into the room
I saw it all. I felt--oh, well, I felt that I must have been here in
the ruins ever so long ago, and had the worst time here that anyone
ever had--as if I had been tied by the leg here, somehow, and pinned
down in damnable terror and pain.’
‘Come along out of it,’ said Kingston quietly, after a pause. He
dared not trust himself to say more. An idea had been born in his
brain--born, or called once more to life?--an idea so wild, so
fantastic, that he hardly dared to entertain it. And yet, in the
depths of his heart, he knew that it was the truth. In silence he led
the way towards the Castle, while his visitor tried to impress upon his
unheeding ears a dozen apologies for the gross and idiotic folly of
which his nerves had made him guilty.
As soon as he was out of the fateful room all his self-possession
seemed to have returned, and he could not account for the sudden
vertigo of terror that had haunted him there. What had come over him
he could not imagine. Mr. Darnley must certainly think him the most
confounded idiot. What must Mr. Darnley think of anyone who could
let himself be made such a rude, mannerless idiot of by a sort of
hysterical schoolgirl qualm? The whole thing was too asinine for words.
He had no excuse to make.
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