‘Well, it certainly was not in this case, now, was it,
Gundred--honestly, now, was it? You asked me to throw this wretched
young man over, to break my promise to him, to upset all his plans, to
cast him adrift again after I had offered him our help. And why? All
simply because you had been bored at the Hoope-Arkwrights’ tedious
dinner, and eaten something which disagreed with you, and made you look
on all the world with a bilious, peevish eye, and on your luckless
dinner-neighbour in particular. For that is what it all comes to, you
know; that is what your wonderful edifice of instincts and suspicions
and righteous qualms is founded on.’
‘Yes; you may sneer,’ answered Gundred coolly, regaining her supremacy
with her self-control. ‘It is always very easy to sneer. Well, I see
that you must have your way; you will not listen to me. Somehow, I feel
that there is something in the boy that stands between us--something
that has been between us, somehow, for a long time, though we did not
know it, and has now come to life again, or wakened up and set to work
moving us apart. That may be my fancy, perhaps. I know I am upset. I
am surprised and shocked. I expected better, happier things of you,
Kingston. But this I will say, that if you won’t listen to what you
call my foolish instincts, you will be very sorry for it some day. God
will certainly punish you for disregarding the clear message that He
sent you through me. And this obstinacy of yours will bring its own
penalty in time. I know it. I know what you are doing is altogether
wrong. And, as your wife, I shall put up with it. But day and night I
shall pray God to remove this dreadful thing from our home. I shall
pray that something may open your eyes.’
Kingston smiled uneasily, to disguise the impression that her appeal
was making on his mood. ‘My dear Gundred,’ he said. ‘Pray by all means.
The prayers of a good woman can never bring harm or pain.’
‘Not even if you love the harm? Not even if you are wedded to the
harm?’ asked Gundred. ‘Perhaps they might divorce you from the harm,
and then that separation might be painful.’
‘Oh, don’t talk as if you meant to put poison in poor Ivor Restormel’s
soup,’ cried Kingston, to relieve the tension of the situation. He did
not, however, in his own conscience feel altogether easy. The more bent
was he, therefore, on laughing down his wife’s denunciations.
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