‘God chooses His own instruments for His own purposes,’ answered
Gundred earnestly. Then she rose, her demeanour filled with tranquil
decision, with a stern majesty of protest that stirred again a twinge
of remorse in her husband’s heart. Was it she that was foolish, or was
it he that was selfish? After all, no sort of harm was planned against
her, no disloyalty of any kind, no cooling of affection. If here and
there a boy’s chance words contained the spirit of a long-dead woman,
well, what was that to Gundred--especially as she could never know it?
And his indulgence in the secret pleasure of those words could give no
reasonable pain to her. And yet, so long as they did give her pain, did
it very much matter whether the pain were reasonable or not, as far as
the inflictor’s innocence or guilt was concerned? For what pain in the
world is reasonable, if one looks far into the causes and the future
of things? Kingston made haste to conclude that his actions could
not possibly be expected to have reference to any silly feelings of
Gundred’s that might engender pain in her, as the result of their own
incalculable developments. Perhaps he made himself too many excuses,
defended himself too vehemently, was in too great haste to declare
himself convinced by his own arguments. He accepted Gundred’s last
words without any symptom of yielding.
And she who, up to the last moment, had never thought that her big guns
could be fired without effect, was left helpless, defeated, plunged in
the bathos of the situation.
‘Good-night,’ she said, quietly disguising the black bruise that her
heart had sustained.
Had Kingston suspected it, he might, perhaps, have softened. But
Gundred by now was once more the cool, self-righteous little faultless
person he had always known. Her serene rectitude of voice and manner
annoyed him.
‘Good-night,’ he answered with equal coolness. Husband and wife
went to their several rooms, after the first real quarrel of their
married life. Innocently, ignorantly, Ivor Restormel had come between
them--or, rather, the Thing that lived again in him had stirred again,
as Gundred had divined, to intervene, as once before, between the two
stranger-souls who, in the flesh, were contented husband and wife.
CHAPTER XIX
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