Mr. Darnley seemed at once indifferent and enthusiastic about his new
secretary. At one moment he would talk eagerly, almost affectionately;
and then, again, he would be perfectly indefinite and tame in tone.
Ivor could not make it out at all; did Mr. Darnley like him or not?
Surely he must--surely he must even have taken a strange, violent
fancy to him. Otherwise, why should Mr. Darnley have made such rapid
advances; why should he have been so anxious to get him over to
Brakelond; why should he have been in such haste to offer him the
secretaryship, and so keen that he should take it? All these things
were proof of liking, if anything in the world could ever be. Yet Ivor
Restormel could never feel wholly satisfied, after all, that his host
had any personal feeling for him. In himself he even seemed to bore
Mr. Darnley. Ivor was quite acute enough to see before long that Mr.
Darnley took very little interest in him personally. And this made
the whole relation incalculably strange. Why saddle yourself, why go
out of your way to saddle yourself with a person for whom you do not
intrinsically care two straws? Ivor began to think that he even noticed
a certain animosity sometimes in his host’s attitude towards him. It
almost seemed as if by talking in his own person, of his own concerns,
that he was annoying and disappointing Mr. Darnley. What could this
mean? Mr. Darnley appeared to be always watching him, always listening
for some chance word from him. And then, all of a sudden, Mr. Darnley’s
interest would kindle and flame. Warmth would come into his manner,
and Ivor would get the sensation of being acutely liked. And then,
in a moment, perhaps, his talk would wander outside the range of its
listener’s interest. Mr. Darnley would shake his head with a sort of
desperate irritation, the light would die out of his eyes, and his
demeanour become cold, and sometimes even savage. Evidently the talker
must have somehow cheated him, must have ceased to say the things he
wished to hear. But what were those things? Ivor Restormel spurred
himself to unaccustomed subtlety; he disliked this sensation of being,
as it were, only spasmodically and vicariously cultivated. His face and
manners generally made him friends without difficulty; he was piqued by
their apparent failure to give him any victory over a man whom they had
seemed to lead so unresistingly captive at first sight.
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