Ivor exerted himself to ensure Mr. Darnley’s approval, and carefully
marked the moments which held his employer’s enthusiasm and the
subjects that provoked it. Apparently, though, any talk of his own
life and ideas was of no interest, or very little, to Mr. Darnley. And
how can one capture people’s friendship if they are obviously bored
by everything that concerns one’s self? No; not quite everything.
Ivor soon found that any talk about his particular private weaknesses
was always sure to rouse Mr. Darnley to a subdued, secret fury of
eagerness. As soon as Ivor dropped any chance apologetic word about
the terrors that he had so strangely inherited, and as long as he
continued telling of them, so long, and so long only, did Mr. Darnley
seem to have an interest and a liking for him--an interest wonderfully
keen, a liking deep and strong. And then, if he took advantage of
this evident friendship to go on to other matters, then the evident
friendship would immediately chill off and vanish into an annoyed
indifference. Mr. Darnley could not be touched by conversation on any
other topic. But that one topic was always sure of the most instant
success; it had only to hint its presence in the dialogue for Mr.
Darnley’s whole zeal to leap to the alert. Mr. Darnley even seemed to
be always watching for its appearance, and, what was strange and even
exasperating, would put up with hours of Ivor’s conversation in the
obvious hope that sooner or later the one matter of interest would
crop up into the talk. It is annoying to find one’s company cherished
only for the sake of conversation on one particular subject, and Ivor
began deliberately to avoid the topic, as much from hurt vanity as from
personal pride.
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