disappointment grew more painful than the last, though more and more
surely anticipated. The boy knew nothing; no veil could be lifted from
his eyes; he enjoyed his surroundings simply, boyishly, without any
sense of deep memories out of which they were built.
And then, into the midst of these unhappy combinations was precipitated
the new element of Jim Darnley’s presence. Jim Darnley at fifteen was
unfeignedly glad to find a companion not so very much ahead of him in
years. Ivor Restormel was young for his age; Jim Darnley, as an only
son, was inclined to be older than his; and the instant fellowship
that was established between the two set the last seal on Gundred’s
righteous indignation. Kingston did not care whom or what the earthly
Ivor Restormel might care for, so long as his company might still hold
out hopes of glimpses from the past. Moreover, he was glad that Jim
should have a companion, and should, by taking so comfortable a fancy
to him, justify his father in the choice of a secretary. As a man,
and as a man already preoccupied with other matters, he had no sort
of inclination to be jealous of his son’s friendships. With Gundred,
however, the case was altogether different. She loved her only child
with the fierce and almost savage affection often felt by a woman who
cannot understand the object of that affection. Naturally the fact
was the last thing that she would allow her soul to face, but in the
jealousy with which she regarded all new factors in his life might be
read her unacknowledged fear that her intimacy with him might not be as
strong as she made a point of believing it to be. She was one of those
women who are by nature more mother than wife, and in the fullness of
uneventful years had insensibly come to transfer a good deal of her old
urgent passion for Kingston to the child that she had borne him. In
connection with Gundred, mild and cool, ferocity and passion are words
that sound oddly, and yet, under the suave mildness, the dispassionate
decorum of her manner, her feelings for her son had a certain definite
passion, and even ferocity. That the boy never knew it was the
misfortune of his mother’s training; she would not betray the fact of
her love, and had no thought that by so betraying it she might be able
to supplement, in his eyes, the deficiencies of her understanding.
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