Often it happens that the staid and decorous, hard as iron in their
disapproval of all frivolity, are suddenly and completely melted by
someone frivolous beyond their uttermost possibilities of disapproval.
One is liable to love one’s opposites, if those opposites be
sufficiently opposed. Only a little less different herself, and Gundred
might have disliked Kingston Darnley; but he was so madly divergent
from all her ideals that the very sharpness of the contrast drove her
to capitulate rapidly and completely. She even ceased to claim his
attention; she began to beg for it.
Her training had collaborated with her nature in guarding her from
self-betrayal. Her manners continued gentle, guarded, suavely frigid
as before. But Lady Adela, with the eye of a hopeful mother, pierced
the disguise of Gundred’s feelings, and lost no time in proclaiming
the discovery to her son. Kingston Darnley, for his part, was strongly
attracted by Gundred. To his fastidious temperament she never offered
a jarring note. She was always crisp and cool; always deliberate and
graceful; her hair was never disordered, nor her hat crooked, nor her
stockings ill-gartered. At all points she was unalterably serene,
impeccable and satisfying. Emotionally, too, she gave him what he
wanted. He needed no ardent, unbalanced temper in his wife. He needed
just that gracious acquiescence which Miss Mortimer supplied. She was
restful in all her ways, her mind was thoroughly well-mannered, and her
smiling calm assured him of a sympathetic nature. As he laid his ideas
before her he was enraptured to see how sweetly, how reasonably she
listened, and found full agreement in her cool grey-blue eyes, behind
which, in reality, her inattentive brain was admiring the tact of his
tie. But, whatever her secret thoughts, she never revealed them,
and those cool, grey-blue eyes had been trained to express decorous
attention; therefore Kingston Darnley soon realized that in Miss
Mortimer he had found that perfect conjunction of ideal soul with ideal
body in the quest for which his five-and-twenty years had hitherto been
vainly spent.
That his feeling was not a great passion he sometimes felt--that it
was not even commensurate with the passion which he had sometimes
found himself forced half-incredulously to divine behind the chill
fires of Gundred’s eyes. But his experience with the lady of the downy
nose had daunted him and disillusioned him; with the knowledge of wide
experience he now knew that a great passion falls to the lot of very
few, and that it is well to take the good the gods provide. Failing
the Supramundane Mate to whom all idealists look with longing, he
would compromise with a woman in every respect charming, alluring,
delightful--a woman of temperate mood, a woman of neat and faultless
style in body and mind, a woman, in short, who could be trusted never
to clash with any of life’s harmonies or discords.
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