He stood before her, still holding her hands, gazing hotly into the
depths of her cool eyes. But now they gave him no answering light.
Shallow, clear, and cold, they met his own without a tremor. No soul
looked out of them.
‘The real you,’ he repeated at last, after a long pause--‘the real you.
Where is it, I wonder? Or is there any such thing? I thought once I
could thaw you, but one can’t thaw an icicle unless one can get near
it.’
The passion of his speech pleased her no less than the success
of her own decorous hypocrisy. Now evidently she was winning the
demonstrations for which she secretly hungered, and without any
sacrifice of her pudicity.
She drew her hands away.
‘Let me go, dear,’ she said, with mild decision. ‘You make me feel
hot and rumpled. If you want to kiss me--well, I suppose I am your
wife--yes?’
The tacit invitation, the unexpressed desire, were too successfully
concealed by the decorous dullness of her tone. He read into it
annoyance and disgust. Abruptly the flame of his mood was extinguished.
He dropped her hands, so suddenly that they, not expecting any such
desertion, hung limp and disappointed for a moment in the air.
‘Sorry to have bothered you,’ he said. ‘I suppose I am too rough.’
Without another word he subsided again into his chair, and fell to
reading the paper. Gundred retired to her settle, feeling how glad
she ought to feel thus triumphantly to have vindicated her sense of
decency. But her satisfaction was hollow; her soul had received a
shock when her hands had been so suddenly dropped--a nasty jarring
shock such as one receives in a dream, stepping into vacancy where
one had expected solid ground. Her hands fell slowly to her sides,
cheated, frustrated; then set languidly about opening her letters, as
if diverted from their proper use. It was a minute or two before she
could concentrate her attention. In her turn she experienced something
of that snubbed, humiliated sensation which she had so often inflicted
on her husband. Then good training conquered personal disappointment,
and she began to read. In an instant her attention was chained.
‘Kingston,’ she cried, looking up, ‘here is a letter from Isabel
Darrell, of all people in the world. She wants to pay us a visit. Why,
I declare,’ she added, ‘Isabel writes from London. I must say she loses
no time.’
‘Isabel Darrell?’ questioned Kingston. ‘Who is she, and what does
she want with us--especially now, when we are supposed to be on our
honeymoon?’
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