Concessions occasionally mollify. But Isabel made hers so abruptly,
so flippantly that it seemed as if she threw up the battle not
conscientiously, but because she no longer thought it worth the trouble
of fighting. Irritation swept over Kingston at being thus cheated
like a child--played with, flouted, and put by as soon as the game
had begun to weary the older player. His little victory lost all its
satisfaction. He attributed his exasperation entirely to the impudent
frivolity of Isabel and not at all to any underlying eagerness and
enjoyment that he might have been beginning to develop in the dialogue.
Outraged reasonableness swelled his demeanour as he turned in silence
and led the way towards the Castle. Suddenly he felt a hand on his arm.
‘Do be friends,’ said Isabel softly and earnestly. ‘We have been
friends for such ages in the past, I expect, that it would be a pity to
begin badly in the present. I am only a barbarian, not a venomous toad.
So do be friends.’
‘Do you really want to be?’ asked Kingston abruptly.
‘Yes,’ said Isabel--‘yes,’ she repeated slowly, as if surprised at
herself.
‘Soberly and seriously?’ inquired her cousin. ‘I mean, is it a thing
you honestly want? I thought you cared about nobody’s opinion.’
‘I didn’t,’ she answered, ‘and I don’t. And yet just this I do care
for. I want you to be friends with me. In my heart I am friends with
you already--greater friends than I could ever have believed. Why
should I be, why should I want to be? I have no idea. Well, what do you
say?’
‘Yes, if you will,’ replied Kingston. ‘Why shouldn’t we be friends? We
count as cousins.’
‘You don’t like me yet, of course,’ said Isabel calmly. ‘But, then,
nobody does at first. All I want is that you shouldn’t be hostile and
stick out bristles and resist. The rest will come.’
Kingston’s consciousness was in a whirl. He knew that he thoroughly
disliked this saucer-eyed, eager creature. Everything she said and did
aroused in him pulses of animosity so keen as to be almost physical.
On the other hand, in some strange way, she allured, fascinated,
excited him. She led his instincts captive, while his judgment went
charging down upon her undaunted. Irritating though she might be, she
was neither stodgy nor boring. His mind seemed to pringle under her
influence, fiercely yet thrillingly, like a numb, constricted limb
awakening from its sleep. Compared to Gundred, she was as brandy to
milk. Of course Kingston loved the milk and loathed the brandy. But
loathsome though it might be, he could not deny that the brandy was
more potent, more stirring, more exciting than the milk. Since the
brandy was forcing itself into his cup, there was no need to throw it
roughly away; he might sip, under protest, now and then, without danger
of contracting any disloyal craving for brandy instead of milk.
‘Very well,’ he said; ‘let us be friends, Isabel. One can’t control
one’s love or liking. But everything comes to those who wait. So we
will be friends.’
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