Not many months after the publication of the “History of the Upper
World” there occurred a vastly more important event. At least, it
was vastly more important to me, and constituted the most fortunate
episode of all my life in Atlantis. Ever since that encouraging talk
with Aelios in “The Temple of the Stars,” I had been drawing gradually
nearer to her; and by slow and unconscious degrees, so subtle that
we ourselves could hardly note the change, we seemed to be entering
upon the rôle of lovers. There was no emotional demonstration, and
no deliberate reference to love, for in Atlantis it was considered
undignified to express any casual amorous sentiments; but at times,
in her eyes I would catch that reassuring look I had noted at rare
intervals before, and in our increasingly frequent meetings, her
manner seemed to be tinged by something indefinably wistful and yet
indefinably gentle, that I had not previously observed.
It might be imagined that the appearance and wide discussion of my book
would have had an adverse effect upon her; but, fortunately, I had
shown her many chapters before publication, and the contents were no
surprise to her. And while she was at one with her people in loathing
the upper world, she could hardly blame me for the conditions I
depicted. Indeed, she was soon to give proof that she did not consider
me in the least a partner in the supposed backwardness of my race.
I do not now recall the precise circumstances that led up to the
climax; I only know that it was on one of my numerous visits to her
home, when we were alone together in the tapestried room of the
pale blue lanterns. Nothing had suggested to me in advance that our
interview today was to differ from our previous interviews, and
certainly nothing could have suggested such a thought to her; but
somehow the conversation drifted into unexpected channels, and we found
ourselves provocatively near the subject of love; and somehow her words
(though I cannot now remember their trend) stirred up all my checked
and slumbering emotions, forced down the barriers of my reserve, filled
me with a sudden and unlooked-for courage, and urged my lips to frame
words that I had not premeditated then. And almost as much to my own
surprise as to hers, I found myself proposing that she marry me!
But was my rashness appropriately punished? Far from it. What was my
amazement, and what my delight, when she looked up at me with trustful,
grave blue eyes and quietly consented!
And yet it all seemed so simple that it might have been an everyday
occurrence! She had taken my proposal almost as a matter of course,
almost as if she had expected it; but at the same time the exalted and
happy light in her eyes showed that she was far from indifferent.
“I was not sure before,” she murmured, simply, after my first rapturous
exclamations. “But now I am quite certain. We will be all in all to one
another, will we not, my beloved?”
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