But even after I had been relieved on this important subject, there
was still much that troubled me. Aelios had decided that but eight
days were to intervene before the ceremony (this being about the usual
time); and, despite all my joyous anticipations, I trembled just a
little at the thought that I was so soon to exchange my known if
monotonous bachelor life for an unknown career as Atlantean husband.
But, fortunately, my hours were so completely occupied that I had
little chance to be disturbed by doubts. For one thing, I spent a great
deal of time with Aelios; for another thing, I was much entertained
by my friends, who were astonished and yet loudly congratulatory upon
hearing the news, and insisted upon putting me through long ordeals of
questions, laughter, and amiable chaffing remarks. An entire meeting
of the Upper World Club was given over to a celebration alleged to be
in my honor; and President Gavison, after unbending from his official
sternness to wish me luck in terms that I thought just a little wistful
and a little reminiscent of his own lost happiness, was followed in
quick succession by the various other club members, all of whom strove
to express themselves with appropriate levity. Had there been such a
thing as an intoxicant in Atlantis, I am sure that we would have had a
merry old time; but, for lack of the proper stimulants, the men had to
be content with their questionable jests, with poking me mirthfully in
the ribs, with slapping me heartily on the back, with expressing the
wish that they might be in my shoes (or, rather, sandals, since these
were the only footwear in Atlantis), and with laughing and guffawing in
a generally irresponsible and uproarious manner.
But as the few remaining days slid by, did I have no thought of her
whom I had left on earth? Did I not think of Alma Huntley, she to
whom I had once pledged devotion? Perhaps I should be ashamed, but
I am not, to say that the memory of her scarcely entered my mind.
She was no more than a shadow in a world that was daily growing more
shadowy, in an existence I had outlived and could not expect to
reenter; and if at times she would obtrude herself before me like a
dim melancholy presence without color or form, such occasions were
growing increasingly rare; and now that Aelios seemed so near and our
two lives were so soon to be fused, Alma was obscured as a pale star
is obscured by the sunlight; and all the torrents of my being welled
up tumultuously toward Aelios, and it seemed as if her companionship
and her love were the only love or companionship I had ever known or
desired.
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