The Sword of Deborah: First-hand impressions of the British Women's Army in FranceJesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
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The Sword of Deborah: First-hand impressions of the British Women's Army in France
Jesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Women
At supper in the mess-room, with Mr. Leps, the Great Dane, lying by the
stove and the cat curled between his outflung paws, we were waited on
by a very pretty V.A.D. with dark eyes and a deeply moulded face
compact of soft curves and pallor. Afterwards, the Commandant, a few of
the girls, and I went into her room, which was a trifle larger than the
ordinary run, and could be called a sitting-room at one end, for coffee
and cigarettes. There was a concert on, and I was asked whether I would
like to go to it, and, at the risk of seeming ungracious, I said if they
didn't mind I would rather not. They said that they would rather not,
too. I had seen the camp before dinner, had marvelled again how people
ever got used to living in match-boxes and having to cross a strip of
out-of-doors world to meals, and I was only wanting to sit still,
and--if the Fates were kind--listen.
For all the time, as during the preceding days, I had felt the
depression growing over me, the terror of this communal life which took
all you had and left you--what? What corner of the soul is any refuge
when solitude cannot be yours in which to expand it? What vagrant
impulse can be cherished when liberty is not yours to indulge it?
These girls, these strong, clear-eyed creatures whom I had seen, day
after day, who had at first impressed me only with their youth, their
school-girl gaiety, their--_horribile dictu_--their "brightness"--was it
possible that this life should really content them? I am not talking
now, remember, of Waacs, girls mostly of the working class, or of those
used to the sedentary occupation of clerkships, to whom this life is the
biggest freedom, the greatest adventure, they have known. I am talking
about girls of a class who, in the nature of things, lived their own
lives, before the war, did the usual social round, went hither and
thither with no man to say them nay--except a father, who doesn't count.
Young _femmes du monde_, there is no adequate English for it,
sophisticated human beings.
For women, even the apparently merely out-of-door hunting games-playing
women, have arrived at a high state of sophistication; and this life
they now lead is a community life reduced to its essentials. And a
community life, though the building up of it marked the first stages of
civilisation, is, to the perfected product of civilisation, anathema.
Individuals had to combine to make the world, but now that it is made,
all the instincts of the most highly developed in it are towards
complete liberty as regards the amount of social intercourse in which he
or she wishes to indulge. We have fought through thousands of years for
a state of society so civilised that it is safe to withdraw from it and
be alone without one's enemy tracking one down and hitting one over the
head with an axe.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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