The Sword of Deborah: First-hand impressions of the British Women's Army in France — John Shaqi
The Sword of Deborah: First-hand impressions of the British Women's Army in FranceJesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
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The Sword of Deborah: First-hand impressions of the British Women's Army in France
Jesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Women
These are not bouncing school-girls, "good fellows" having the time of
their lives, as vaguely those in England consider them, they are, thank
goodness, finely-evolved human beings who no more enjoy "brightness"
than you or I would. And it was the terrible feeling that everyone was
so "bright" which had oppressed me more than anything else. The joy of
finding that it wasn't so, that what I had feared I should be forced to
take as the unreflecting school-girl humour of overgrown school-girls
was only a protective aspect, that behind it the eyes of not only sane
but subtle young women looked out with amusement and patience upon a
world determined to see in them, first and last, "brightness"!
Perhaps five per cent.--such was the estimate flung out into the
talk--of the girls really do enjoy it, the ghastly, prolonged,
cold-blooded picnic of it, perhaps five per cent. really are having the
"time of their lives," but the rest of them have moments when it hardly
seems possible to stick it. Yet they stick it, and stick it in good
comradeship, which is the greatest test of the lot. Their salvation lies
in the separate rooms--small, cold, but a retreat from the octopus of
community life....
[Illustration: WAACS IN THE BAKERY]
[Illustration: WAAC COOKS PREPARING VEGETABLES]
[Illustration: WAAC ENCAMPMENT PROTECTED BY SANDBAGS]
That concert which I had felt so apologetic not to attend--what a relief
it had been to them that I didn't want to, didn't want to get "local
colour" and write of them as being so jolly, so gay! For this again is
typical--there are perhaps five girls out of every hundred who enjoy
being amused, to whom it is all part of the life which they actually
love, but from the greater part goes up the cry, "Work us as hard as you
like, but for Heaven's sake don't try and amuse us!"
For, of course, it takes differing temperaments differently. To some
community life is little short of a nightmare, but to all there come
moments when it is exceedingly maddening. In those moments your own room
or a big hot bath are wonderful ways of salvation.
As we talked, from A. came the theory that she was only afraid it would
prevent her ever loving motors again; and she had always adored motors
as the chief pleasure of life, before they became the chief business. B.
could not agree to that. C., who did agree, pointed out that it was on
the same principle as never wanting to go back to a place, no matter how
beautiful it was, if you had been very unhappy there. Even after your
unhappiness was dead and buried it would always spoil that place for
you.... B. said "Yes" to that, but argued that it would not spoil the
beauty of other places for you, which would be the equivalent of this
life spoiling all motors for A., after the war.
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