Charles scrambled down just ahead of a spear. He let himself be led back
to the smithy block house and shoved through the crawl hole.
"I was thinking about what you said the other day," Kennedy beamed,
rasping a file over an arrowhead. "When I said that to change one
molecule in the past you'd have to change _every_ molecule in the past,
and you said, 'Maybe so.' I've figured that what you were driving at
was--"
"Kennedy," Charles said, "please shut up just this once. I've got to
think."
"In what sense do you mean that, Charles? Do you mean that you're a
rational animal and therefore that your _being_ rather than _essense_
is--"
"_Shut up or I'll pick up a rock and bust your head in with it!_"
Charles roared. He more than half meant it. Kennedy hunched down before
his hearth looking offended and scared. Charles squatted with his head
in his hands.
_I have been listening to you._
Repeated drives of the Government to wipe out the aborigines. Drives
that never succeeded.
_I'll never see anything again._
The way the witch girl had blasted her rival--but that was suggestion.
But--
_I have been listening to you. Why are you untrue to your brothers?_
He'd said nothing like that to anybody, not to her or poor Kennedy.
He thought vaguely of _psi_ force, a fragment in his memory. An old
superstition, like the id-ego-superego triad of the sick-minded
psychologists. Like vectors of the mind, exploded nonsense. But--
_I have been listening to you. Why are you untrue to your brothers?_
Charles smacked one fist against the sand floor in impotent rage. He was
going as crazy as Kennedy. Did the witch girl--and Martha--have
hereditary _psi_ power? He mocked himself savagely: that's such a
_general_ question!
Neurotic adolescent girls in kerosene-lit farmhouses, he thought
vaguely. Things that go bump--and crash and blooie and _whoo-oo-oo!_ in
the night. Not in electric lit city apartments. Not around fleshed-up
middle-aged men and women. You take a hyperthyroid virgin, isolate her
from power machinery and electric fields, put on the pressures that make
her feel alone and tense to the bursting point--and naturally enough,
something bursts. A chamberpot sails from under the bed and shatters on
the skull of stepfather-tyrant. The wide-gilt-framed portrait of
thundergod-grandfather falls with a crash. Sure, the nail crystallized
and broke--_who crystallized it?_
Neurotic adolescent girls speaking in tongues, reading face-down cards
and closed books, screaming aloud when sister or mother dies in a
railroad wreck fifty miles away, of cancer a hundred miles away, in a
bombing overseas.
Sometimes they made saints of them. Sometimes they burned them. Burned
them and _then_ made saints of them.
A blood-raw hunk of venison came sailing through one of the loopholes
and flopped on the sand.
_I was sorry when the other outsider took your dinner._
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