The Tale Of Mr. Peter Brown - Chelsea Justice: From "The New Decameron", Volume III. — John Shaqi
The Tale Of Mr. Peter Brown - Chelsea Justice: From "The New Decameron", Volume III.Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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The Tale Of Mr. Peter Brown - Chelsea Justice: From "The New Decameron", Volume III.
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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THE TALE OF MR. PETER BROWN--CHELSEA JUSTICE
From "The New Decameron"--Volume III.
By V. Sackville West
THE first thing which attracted my attention to the man was the shock
of white hair above the lean young face. But for this, I should not
have looked twice at him: long, spare, and stooping, a shabby figure,
he crouched over a cup of coffee in a corner of the dingy restaurant,
at fretful enmity with the world; typical, I should have said, of the
furtive London nondescript. But that white hair startled me; it gleamed
out, unnaturally cleanly in those not overclean surroundings, and
although I had propped my book up against the water-bottle at my own
table, where I sat over my solitary dinner, I found my eyes straying
from the printed page to the human face which gave the promise of
greater interest. Before very long he became conscious of my glances,
and returned them when he thought I was not observing him. Inevitably,
however, the moment came when our eyes met. We both looked away as
though taken in fault, but when, having finished his coffee and laid out
the coppers in payment on his table, he rose to make his way out between
the tables, he let his gaze dwell on me as he passed; let it dwell on me
quite perceptibly, quite definitely, with an air of curious speculation,
a hesitation, almost an appeal, and I thought he was about to speak, but
instead of that he crushed his hat, an old black wideawake, down
over his strange white hair, and hurrying resolutely on towards the
swing-doors of the restaurant, he passed out and was lost in the London
night.
I was uncomfortably haunted, after that evening, by a sense of guilt. I
was quite certain, with unjustifiable certainty born of instinct, that
the man had wanted to speak to me, and that the smallest response on
my part would have encouraged him to do so. Why hadn't I given the
response? A smile would have sufficed; a smile wasn't much to demand
by one human being of another. I thought it very pitiable that the
conventions of our social system should persuade one to withhold so
small a thing from a fellow-creature who, perhaps, stood in need of it.
That smile, which I might have given, but had withheld, became for me
a sort of symbol. I grew superstitious about it; built up around it all
kinds of extravagant ideas; pictured to myself the splash of a body into
the river; and then, recovering my sense of proportion, told myself that
one really couldn't go about London smiling at people. Yet I didn't get
the man's face out of my head. It was not only the white hair that
had made an impression on my mind, but the unhappy eyes, the timidly
beseeching look. The man was lonely, I was quite sure of that; utterly
lonely. And I had refused a smile.
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