But she had stayed in it, alone, for the three months since her mother’s
death, waiting on the law’s delays; and those three months had been
foretaste enough of the dreary infinite years that would lie before her,
should she remain. She was too young, too full of sap, to face the
blight of sunlessness. She longed for the sights and the sounds and the
freedom of the great world. What she would do when she got into it, she
did not exactly know. Possibly she might meet a fairy prince. If such a
speculation was that of a hussy, why then, she argued, all women are
hussies from birth. As for being a fool for defying advice on the proper
investment of her money—well, perhaps she was not quite such a fool as
Mr. Trivett imagined. If she did not spend her capital, it would be just
as safe lying on deposit at the bank as invested in stocks and shares;
safer, for she had lately had wearisome experience of the depreciation
of securities. She would not be senselessly extravagant; in fact, with
the sanguineness of youth she hoped to be able to live on the interest
on her deposit and the rent of the furnished house. But behind her,
definite, tangible, uninfluenced by Stock Exchange fluctuations, would
be her fortune. And then—a contingency which she did not put before Mr.
Trivett and Mr. Fenmarch, for a woman seldom discloses her main argument
to a male adversary—there might come a glorious moment in some now
unconjecturable adventure when it might be essential for her to draw
cheques for dazzling sums which she could put in her pocket and go over
mysterious hills and far away. She stood on the edge of her dull
tableland and gazed wide-eyed at the rolling Land of Romance veiled by
gold and purple mist. And in that Land, from immemorial time, people
carried their money in bags, into which they dipped their hands, as
occasion required, and cast the unmeaning counters at the feet of
poverty or into the lap of greed.
When she sat down to her solitary supper, she had decided that she was
neither hussy nor fool. She held baffling discourse with Myra, who could
not be enticed into enthusiasm over the immediate future. Teasing Myra
had been her joy from infancy. She sketched their career—that of female
Don Quixote and Sancho Panza—that of knights of old in quest of
glorious adventure. She quoted, mock heroically:
“The ride abroad redressing human wrong.”
“Better redress the young London women which I see the pictures of in
the illustrated papers,” said Myra.
Olivia laughed. “You are a dear old blessing, you know.”
“I’m sure of it,” said Myra, with an expressionless face. “Anyways,
you’re not going to buy one of them things when you get to London.”
“I am,” replied Olivia. “And you’ll have to help me put it on.”
“You can’t help folks put on nothing,” said Myra.
“What do you think you’ll do when you’re really shocked?” asked Olivia.
“I never think what I’ll do,” replied Myra. “It’s waste of time.”
Olivia enjoyed her supper.
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