Triona put up a checking hand. “Oh, no, not Olivia.” He laughed bitterly
at the indignant advocacy in Olifant’s tone. “Olivia’s there—where she
always has been—among the stars. It’s I that have fallen. Good God!
like Lucifer. It’s I that crawl.” He caught an accusing question in the
other’s hardening eyes. “It isn’t what you might naturally think.
There’s not the ghost of another woman. There never has been—never
shall be. It’s my only clean record. And I love her—my God! My soul’s
in Hell, aching and burning and shrieking for her. I shall live in Hell
for the rest of my life.”
Olifant turned, and wheeling round his writing-chair sat down and
pointed to an arm-chair by the fire.
“Sit down and tell me quietly what is the matter.”
But Triona waved aside the invitation and remained standing. “The matter
is that I’m an impostor and a liar, and Olivia has found it out. Listen.
Don’t ask questions until I’ve done. I’m here for Olivia’s sake. You’re
the only creature in the world that can understand—the only one that
can help her through. And she couldn’t tell you. Her pride wouldn’t let
her. And if it did, the ordeal for her! You’ll be able to go to her now
and say, ‘I know everything.’”
“Up to now, my dear fellow,” said Olifant, “you’ve been talking in
riddles. But before you begin, let me remind you that there are two
sides to every story. What I mean is—get it into your head that I
realize I’m listening to your side.”
“But there aren’t two sides,” cried Triona. “You don’t suppose I’ve come
down here to defend myself! If you see when I’ve done that I’ve had some
excuse, that there is a grain of saving grace lying somewhere
hidden—all well and good. But I’m not here to plead a case. Haven’t I
cleared the ground by telling you I’m a liar and an impostor?”
Olifant again looked searchingly at the pale and haggard-eyed young man,
his brown hair unkempt and falling across his broad forehead, his lips
twitching nervously; and the elder man’s glance turned to one of pitying
kindness. He rose, laid his hand on the lapel of the wet coat.
“You’ll take this off, at any rate. There—we’ll hang it over the
fender-seat to dry. Sit beside it and dry your legs. It’s no good
catching your death of cold.”
Triona submitted to the friendly authority and sat down in his shirt
sleeves before the blaze. Olifant, aware of the sedative value of
anticlimax, smiled and offered refreshments. Tea—coffee—a drop of
something to keep out the cold. Triona suddenly glanced at him.
“I’ll never touch alcohol again as long as I live.”
A cigarette, then? Olifant handed the box, held a match. Triona smoked.
Olifant re-lit his pipe and leaned back in his chair.
“Now let me have the plain, unvarnished tale.”
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