They smoked many cigarettes and many pipes during the telling of the
amazing story. As his life had unfolded itself in the grimness of the
little Newcastle kitchen, so he recounted it to Olifant. In his
passionate final grip on Truth, which for the last few months of his
awakening had proved so elusive, he tried to lay bare the vain secret of
every folly and the root of every lie. The tangled web of the hackneyed
aphorism he unwove, tracking every main filament to its centre, every
cross-thread from the beginning to end of its vicious circle.
Plain unvarnished tale it was not in the man’s nature to give. Even in
his agony of avowal he must be dramatic, must seize on the picturesque.
Now he sat on the narrow leather-covered fender-seat, hunched up, his
eyes ablaze, narrating the common actualities of his life; and now he
strode about the room, with great gestures of his pink-shirted arms,
picturing vividly the conflicting emotions of his soul. First he
sketched—so it seemed to the temperamentally remote Olifant—in broad
outlines of flame, his true career. Then in strokes, like red-hot wire,
he filled in the startling details. The grizzled head and sharp-cut
features of the naked body of the dead man Krilov in the ditch—the cold
grey waste around—the finding of the odds and ends, the glint of the
pocket-compass behind a few spikes of grass, the false teeth, the little
black book, the thing of sortilege, of necromantic influence . . . the
spell of the book in the night watches in the North Sea, its obsession;
his pixy-led infatuation which made him cast aside the slough of John
Briggs and sun himself in the summer of the world as the dragonfly,
Alexis Triona. In swift lines, too, of a Will-o’-the-Wisp’s dance he
revealed the course of his love. Then, unconsciously, before the
concentrated gaze of the other man he dropped a baffling gauze curtain,
as on a stage, through which his motives and his actions appeared
uncertain and unreal.
Olifant had listened in astounded silence. His first instinct was one of
indignation. He had been unforgivably deceived by this exterior of
friendship under false pretences. The blow dealt to unregenerate man’s
innate vanity hurt like a stab. His own clear soul rose in revolt. The
fellow’s mendacity, bewildering in its amplitude, would have set Hell
agape. He shivered at the cold craft of his imposture; besides, he was a
ghoul, a stripper of the dead. He lost the man he had loved in a new and
incomprehensible monster. But as Triona went on he gradually fell under
the spell of his passionate remorse, and found himself setting the human
against the monstrous and wondering which way the balance would turn.
And then he became suddenly aware of the impostor’s real and splendid
achievements, and he stood in pitiful amaze at the futility of the
unnecessary fraud.
“But why, in God’s name? Why?” he cried, staring through the baffling
curtain. “A man of genius, you would have held your own without all
this.”
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