“Of course, my dear,” she said, “it’s rather a strain. Men will cart
about a stylish, good-looking woman for a certain time, just out of
vanity. But if she’s a dull damn fool, they’re either bored to tears and
chuck her, or they’ll want to—well—well—— Anyhow, you’ve got to keep
your wits about you and amuse them. You’ve got to pay for everything in
this life—or work for the means of paying—which comes to the same
thing. And I work. I don’t say it isn’t pleasant work—but it’s hard
work. You go out with a man to dinner, theatre and a night club, and
dismiss him at your front door at two o’clock in the morning with the
perfectly contented feeling that he has had a perfectly good time and
would be an ass to spoil things by hinting at anything different—and
you’ve jolly well earned your comfortable, innocent night’s rest.”
This explosion of the whole philosophy of modern conscientious woman
came at the end of dinner. Olivia toyed absently with her coffee,
watching successive spoonfuls of tepid light-amber coloured liquid fall
into her cup.
“But—all these men—” she said in a low voice—the position was so
baffling and so disconcerting. “You are a beautiful and clever woman.
Don’t they sometimes want to—to make love to you?”
“They all do. What do you think? I, an unattached widow and, as you say,
not unattractive. But because I’m clever, I head them off. That’s the
whole point of what I’ve been telling you.”
“But, suppose,” replied Olivia, still intent on the yellowish water,
“suppose you fell in love with one of these men. Women do fall in love,
I believe.”
“Why then, I’d marry him the next day,” cried Lydia, with a laugh.
“But,” she added, “that’s not the type of man a sensible woman falls in
love with.”
Olivia’s eyes sought the tablecloth. She was conscious of disturbance
and, at the same time, virginal resentment.
“As far as my limited experience goes—a woman isn’t always sensible.”
“She has to learn sense. That’s the great advantage of modern life. It
gives her every opportunity of acquiring it from the moment she goes out
into the world.”
“And what kind of man does the sensible woman fall in love with?”
“Somebody comfortable,” replied Lydia. “My ideal would be a young,
rather lazy and very broad-minded bishop.”
Olivia shook her head. The only time she had seen a bishop was at her
confirmation. The encounter did not encourage dreams of romance in
episcopal circles.
“But these men who take you out,” Olivia persisted thoughtfully “and do
all these wonderful things for you—it must cost them a dreadful lot of
money—what kind of people are they?”
“All sorts. Some are of the very best—the backbone of the nation. They
go off and marry nice girls who don’t frequent night clubs and settle
down for the rest of their lives.”
They drank their coffee and went upstairs, where questions of more
immediate practical interest occupied their minds. Olivia’s wardrobe was
passed in review, while Myra stood impassive like a sergeant at kit
inspection.
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