“It’s funny, but the fact that there might be a man or so in the world
never entered my head.”
And the wise Lydia answered: “You were too busy turning yourself into a
woman.”
Twice or thrice during this chrysalis period she stole out of nights
with Myra to the dress circle of a theatre, where, besides ingenuous joy
in the drama, she found unconfessed consolation in the company of homely
folk like herself—girls in clean blouses or simple little frocks like
her own, and young men either in well-worn khaki or morning dress. On
these occasions she wondered very much what she was about to do in the
other galley—that of the expensively furred and jewelled haughtinesses
and impudences whom she shouldered in the vestibule crush and whom she
saw drive away in luxurious limousines. These flashing personalities
frightened her with their implied suggestions of worlds beyond her ken.
One woman made especial impression on her—a woman tall, serene, with a
clear-cut face, vaguely familiar, and a beautiful voice; she overheard a
commonplace phrase or two addressed to the escorting man. She brushed
Olivia’s arm and turned with a smile and a word of gracious apology and
passed on. Olivia caught a whisper behind her. “That’s the Marchioness
of Aintree. Isn’t she lovely?” But she did not need to be told that she
had been in contact with a great lady. And she went home doubting
exceedingly whether, for all her flourish of social trumpets, Lydia
Dawlish’s galley was that of Lady Aintree.
Criticism of Lydia, however, she put behind her as ingratitude, for
Lydia made up royally for past negligence. Time and energy that ought to
have been devoted to Lydia, Ltd., was diverted to the creation of
Olivia.
“I don’t know why you’re so good to me,” she would say.
And the other, with a little mocking smile round her lips: “It’s worth
it. I’m giving myself a new experience.”
* * * * *
The first occasion on which she went out into the great world was that
of Sydney Rooke’s party. She knew that her low-cut, sleeveless,
short-skirted gown of old gold tissue had material existence, but she
felt herself half-ashamedly, half-deliciously clad in nothing but a
bodily sensation. A faint blush lingered in her cheeks all the evening.
Lydia, calling for her in Rooke’s car, which had been placed at her
disposal, held her at arm’s length in sincere and noble admiration,
moved by the artist’s joy in beholding the finished product of his toil,
and embraced her fondly. Then she surveyed her again, from the little
gold brocade slippers to the diamond butterfly (one of her mother’s bits
of jewellery) in her dark wavy hair.
“You’re the daintiest elf in London,” she cried.
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