That was the end of the argument. Olivia recognized in Myra every useful
quality save that of the financier. She dismissed Myra from her
counsels. But the state of her budget cost her a sleepless night or two.
At the present rate of expenditure a couple of years would see her
penniless. For the first time since her emancipation from Medlow fetters
she had the feeling of signing her own death-warrant on every cheque.
Heroic resolves were born of these days of depression.
As a climax to her worries, came Bobby Quinton, one afternoon. What had
he done to offend his dearest of ladies? Why had she stopped the dancing
lessons? Why did Percy’s see her no more?
“I’m fed up with Percy’s and the whole gang,” said Olivia.
“Not including me, surely?” cried the young man, with a dog’s appeal in
his melting brown eyes.
She was kind. At first, she had not the heart to pack him off to the
froth and scum of social life to which he belonged. He had the charm of
unsuccessful youth so pathetic in woman’s eyes.
“If you are,” said he, “I’m done for. I’ve no one to look to but you, in
the wide world.”
Here was responsibility for the safety of a human soul. Olivia gave him
sound advice, repeating many an old argument and feeling enjoyably
maternal. But when Bobby grew hysterical, and, with mutation of sex,
quoted the Indian Love Lyrics and professed himself prepared to die
beneath her chariot wheels, and threatened to do so if she disregarded
his burning passion, she admonished him after the manner of
twentieth-century maidenhood.
“My good Bobby, don’t be an ass.”
But Bobby persisted in being an ass, with the zeal of the dement. He
became the fervent lover of the cinquecento Bandello—and, with his dark
eyes and hair, looked the part. Imploring he knelt at the feet of the
divinity.
“That’s all very well, my dear boy,” said Olivia, unmoved by his
rhapsody, “all very nice and all very beautiful. But what do you want me
to do?”
Of course he wanted her to marry him, there and then: to raise him from
the Hell he was in to the Heaven where she had her pure habitation. With
her he could do great things. He guaranteed splendid achievements.
“Before a woman marries a man,” said Olivia, “she rather wants an
achievement or two on account.”
“Then you don’t love me, you don’t trust me?” exclaimed the infatuated
young man, ruffling his sleek black hair.
“I can’t say that I do,” replied Olivia, growing weary. “If you tell me
what sort of fascination you possess, I’ll give it due consideration.”
“Then I may as well go away and blow my brains out,” he cried
tragically.
“You might better go and use such brains as you have in doing a man’s
work,” retorted Olivia.
He reproached her mournfully.
“How unkind you are.”
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