And that which was good in him warred fiercely against temptations more
sordid. As far as he knew, she was a woman of fortune. So did her dress,
her habit of life, her old comfort-filled Medlow home, proclaim her. Of
her social standing as the daughter of Stephen Gale who bawled out bids
for yelts and rams in the Medlow market place, he knew or understood
very little. Her fortune was a fact. His own, the few hundreds which he
had gained by _Through Blood and Snow_, was rapidly disappearing. The
failure of the new book meant starvation or reversion to Cherbury Mews.
Married to a woman with money he could snap his fingers at crust or
livery. . . . For the time he conquered.
The end of the reading coincided more or less with Midsummer
quarter-day. Bills from every kind of coverer or adorner of the feminine
human frame fell upon her like a shower of autumn leaves. She sat at her
small writing desk, jotted down the amounts, and added them up with a
much sucked pencil point. The total was incredible. With fear at her
heart she rushed round to her bank for a note of her balance. It had
woefully decreased since January. Payment of all these bills would
deplete it still more woefully. The rent of “The Towers” and the
diminishing income on the deposit account were trivial items set against
her expenditure. She summoned Myra.
“We’re heading for bankruptcy.”
“Any fool could see that,” said Myra.
“What are we going to do?”
“Live like Christians instead of heathens,” replied Myra. “If you would
come to Chapel with me one Sunday night you could be taught how.”
Here Myra failed. She belonged to a Primitive Non-Conformist Communion
whose austere creed and drab ceremonial had furnished occasion for
Olivia’s teasing wit since childhood. Heathendom, ever divorced from
Lydian pleasures, presented infinitely more reasons for existence than
Myra’s Calvinism.
“It seems funny that a dear old thing like you can revel in the idea of
Eternal Punishment.”
“I haven’t got much else to revel in, have I?” said Myra grimly.
“I suppose that’s true,” said Olivia thoughtfully. “But it isn’t my
fault, is it? If you had wanted to revel, mother and I would have been
the last people to prevent you. Why not begin now? Go and have a debauch
at the pictures.”
“You began by talking of bankruptcy,” said Myra.
“And you prescribed little Bethel. I’d sooner go broke.”
“You’ll have your own way, as usual,” said Myra.
“And if I go broke, what’ll you do?” asked Olivia, unregenerately
enjoying the conversation.
“I suppose I’ll have to put you together again,” replied Myra, with no
sign of emotion on her angular, withered face.
Olivia leaped from her chair.
“I’m a beast.”
“That can’t be,” said Myra, “seeing that it was I as brought you up.”
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