William Henry Erin, of whose character the world subsequently took a
very different and erroneous view, was essentially a man of impulse.
He had attributes, it is true, of another and even of an antagonistic
kind. He was very punctual and diligent in his habits, he was neat and
exact in his professional work; though a poet, his views of life, or at
all events of his own position in it, were practical enough, yet he was
impatient, passionate, and impulsive. His proposition to Margaret Slade
had been made with such stress and energy that it was no wonder (albeit
she knew his character better than most people) that she thought it
founded upon some scheme for the future already formed in his own mind.
Of its genuineness there could be no shadow of doubt, but she also took
it for granted that he had some ground for expectation, which, at all
events to his own mind, seemed solid, that within the space of time he
had mentioned, something would occur to place him in a better social
position. Her impression, or rather her apprehension (for she did not
much believe in his literary talents—a circumstance, by-the-bye, which
showed that she was by no means over head and ears in love with him),
was that he trusted to the publication of his poems to place him on the
road to prosperity; his use of the words ‘fame and fortune’ certainly
seemed to point to that direction, and what other road was there open
to him?
Whereas, as a matter of fact, there was not even that poor
halfpennyworth of substratum for his hopes. Circumstances—the finding
himself alone with her he loved on Shakespeare’s courting-seat—had,
of course, been the immediate cause of his amazing appeal, but they
were also the chief cause. The knowledge that Frank Dennis was of the
party and could gain her ear at any moment, with the certainty of Mr.
Erin’s advocacy to back him, had, moreover, made the young man madly
jealous. To secure his beloved Margaret, even for a little while,
from so dreaded a rival, was something gained; and then there was the
chapter of accidents. We know not what a day may bring forth, how much
less what may happen within six months! William Henry was but a boy,
yet how many a grown man trusts to such contingencies! In the city,
‘twenty-four hours to turn about in’ is often considered time enough
for a total change of fortune. It might be added that, unless Margaret
should turn traitress and reveal his secret (which was impossible), he
had nothing to lose and everything to gain by his delay; but, to do the
young man justice, that idea had not entered into his mind. Passion
with the bit between her teeth had run away with him.
As to precocity, it must be remembered that he lived in reckless days,
when men did not wait as they do now till they were five-and-forty
years of age to marry; by that time, with enterprise and luck, many
a gentleman was in the enjoyment of his third, or even his fourth
honeymoon.
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