THE effects of a prolonged holiday upon the human mind are various.
Like other things much ‘recommended by the faculty,’ it does not suit
every one. It is the opinion of an eminent physician of my acquaintance
that little comes of it in the way of wholesomeness except sunburn;
and that when that wears off, the supposed convalescent looks as he
feels—satiated and jaded. To William Henry, the conveyancer’s clerk,
that week or two at Stratford-on-Avon was what the long vacation is to
many lawyers. He found a great difficulty in setting to work again at
his ordinary duties. His fellow-clerk had left his employer’s service,
so that he had his room to himself—a circumstance that became of much
more importance than he had at that time any idea of—but business was
slack at Mr. Bingley’s office. The young fellow had plenty of leisure,
though among old mortgage deeds and titles to estates, it might be
thought he had small opportunities of spending it pleasantly. Under
ordinary circumstances this would not, however, have been the case
with him. He had been brought up in an atmosphere of antiquity; the
satisfaction expressed by his father at the acquisition of any ancient
rarity had naturally impressed itself upon his mind; the only occasions
on which he had won his praise had been on his bringing home for his
acceptance some old tract or pamphlet from a bookstall; and in time he
had learnt to have some appreciation of such things for their own sake,
albeit, like some dealer in old china, without much reverence. His turn
for poetry, such as it was, was due, perhaps, to the many old romances
and poems in Mr. Erin’s library rather than to any natural bent in that
direction; a circumstance, indeed, which was pretty evident from the
young poet’s style; for style is easy enough to catch, whereas ideas
must come of themselves. His holiday had grievously unsettled him. He
had brought back his dream with him, but, once more face to face with
the facts of life, he perceived the many obstacles to its realisation.
The only legitimate road to success—that of daily duty—would never
lead thither; but there might be a short cut to it through his father’s
favour. Hitherto he had sought this by fits and starts to mitigate his
own condition; he now resolved to cultivate it unintermittingly, and at
any sacrifice.
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