Adventure stories; Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
But in some subtle, mysterious way--that voice of the blood perchance
to which Crispin had alluded--he felt conviction stealing down upon his
soul. Mechanically he moved across to the table, and sat down. Without a
word, and still holding the crumpled letter in his clenched hand, he set
his elbows on the table, and, pressing his temples to his palms, he sat
there dumb. Within him a very volcano raged, and its fires were fed with
loathing--loathing for this man whom he had ever hated, yet never as he
hated him now, knowing him to be his father. It seemed as if to all
the wrongs which Crispin had done him during the months of their
acquaintanceship he had now added a fresh and culminating wrong by
discovering this parentage.
He sat and thought, and his soul grew sick. He probed for some flaw,
sought for some mistake that might have been made. And yet the more
he thought, the more he dwelt upon his youth in Scotland, the more
convinced was he that Crispin had told him the truth. Pre-eminent
argument of conviction to him was the desire of the Ashburns that he
should marry Cynthia. Oft he had marvelled that they, wealthy, and even
powerful, selfish and ambitious, should have selected him, the scion of
an obscure and impoverished Scottish house, as a bridegroom for their
daughter. The news now before him made their motives clear; indeed, no
other motive could exist, no other explanation could there be. He was
the heir of Castle Marleigh, and the usurpers sought to provide against
the day when another revolution might oust them and restore the rightful
owners.
Some elation his shallow nature felt at realizing this, but that
elation was short-lived, and dashed by the thought that this ruler, this
debauchee, this drunken, swearing, roaring tavern knight was his father;
dashed by the knowledge that meanwhile the Parliament was master,
and that whilst matters stood so, the Ashburns could defy--could even
destroy him, did they learn how much he knew; dashed by the memory that
Cynthia, whom in his selfish way--out of his love for himself--he loved,
was lost to him for all time.
And here, swinging in a circle, his thoughts reverted to the cause of
this--Crispin Galliard, the man who had betrayed him into yesternight's
foul business and destroyed his every chance of happiness; the man whom
he hated, and whom, had he possessed the courage as he was possessed
by the desire, he had risen up and slain; the man that now announced
himself his father.
And thinking thus, he sat on in silent, resentful vexation. He started
to feel a hand upon his shoulder, and to hear the voice of Galliard
evidently addressing him, yet using a name that was new to him.
“Jocelyn, my boy,” the voice trembled. “You have thought, and you have
realized--is it not so? I too thought, and thought brought me conviction
that what that paper tells is true.”
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