Adventure stories; Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Vaguely then the boy remembered that Jocelyn was the name the letter
gave him. He rose abruptly, and brushed the caressing hand from his
shoulder. His voice was hard--possibly the knowledge that he had
gained told him that he had nothing to fear from this man, and in that
assurance his craven soul grew brave and bold and arrogant.
“I have realized naught beyond the fact that I owe you nothing but
unhappiness and ruin. By a trick, by a low fraud, you enlisted me into
a service that has proved my undoing. Once a cheat always a cheat. What
credit in the face of that can I give this paper?” he cried, talking
wildly. “To me it is incredible, nor do I wish to credit it, for though
it were true, what then? What then?” he repeated, raising his voice into
accents of defiance.
Grief and amazement were blended in Galliard's glance, and also, maybe,
some reproach.
Hogan, standing squarely upon the hearth, was beset by the desire to
kick Master Kenneth, or Master Jocelyn, into the street. His lip curled
into a sneer of ineffable contempt, for his shrewd eyes read to the
bottom of the lad's mean soul and saw there clearly writ the confidence
that emboldened him to voice that insult to the man he must know for his
father. Standing there, he compared the two, marvelling deeply how they
came to be father and son. A likeness he saw now between them, yet
a likeness that seemed but to mark the difference. The one harsh,
resolute, and manly, for all his reckless living and his misfortunes;
the other mild, effeminate, hypocritical and shifty. He read it not on
their countenances alone, but in every line of their figures as they
stood, and in his heart he cursed himself for having been the instrument
to disclose the relationship in which they stood.
The youth's insolent question was followed by a spell of silence.
Crispin could not believe that he had heard aright. At last he stretched
out his hands in a gesture of supplication--he who throughout his
thirty-eight years of life, and despite the misfortunes that had been
his, had never yet stooped to plead from any man.
“Jocelyn,” he cried, and the pain in his voice must have melted a heart
of steel, “you are hard. Have you forgotten the story of my miserable
life, the story that I told you in Worcester? Can you not understand how
suffering may destroy all that is lofty in a man; how the forgetfulness
of the winecup may come to be his only consolation; the hope of
vengeance his only motive for living on, withholding him from
self-destruction? Can you not picture such a life, and can you not pity
and forgive much of the wreck that it may make of a man once virtuous
and honourable?”
Pleadingly he looked into the lad's face. It remained cold and unmoved.
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