Adventure stories; Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“I understand,” he continued brokenly, “that I am not such a man as any
lad might welcome for a father. But you who know what my life has been,
Jocelyn, you can surely find it in your heart to pity. I had naught
that was good or wholesome to live for, Jocelyn; naught to curb the evil
moods that sent me along evil ways to seek forgetfulness and reparation.
“But from to-night, Jocelyn, my life in you must find a new interest, a
new motive. I will abandon my old ways. For your sake, Jocelyn, I will
seek again to become what I was, and you shall have no cause to blush
for your father.”
Still the lad stood silent.
“Jocelyn! My God, do I talk in vain?” cried the wretched man. “Have you
no heart, no pity, boy?”
At last the youth spoke. He was not moved. The agony of this strong man,
the broken pleading of one whom he had ever known arrogant and strong
had no power to touch his mean, selfish mind, consumed as it was by the
contemplation of his undoing--magnified a hundredfold--which this man
had wrought.
“You have ruined my life,” was all he said.
“I will rebuild it, Jocelyn,” cried Galliard eagerly. “I have friends in
France--friends high in power who lack neither the means nor the will to
aid me. You are a soldier, Jocelyn.”
“As much a soldier as I'm a saint,” sneered Hogan to himself.
“Together we will find service in the armies of Louis,” Crispin pursued.
“I promise it. Service wherein you shall gain honour and renown. There
we will abide until this England shakes herself out of her rebellious
nightmare. Then, when the King shall come to his own, Castle Marleigh
will be ours again. Trust in me, Jocelyn.” Again his arms went out
appealingly: “Jocelyn my son!”
But the boy made no move to take the outstretched hands, gave no sign of
relenting. His mind nurtured its resentment--cherished it indeed.
“And Cynthia?” he asked coldly.
Crispin's hands fell to his sides; they grew clenched, and his eyes
lighted of a sudden.
“Forgive me, Jocelyn. I had forgotten! I understand you now. Yes, I
dealt sorely with you there, and you are right to be resentful. What,
after all, am I to you what can I be to you compared with her whose
image fills your soul? What is aught in the world to a man, compared
with the woman on whom his heart is set? Do I not know it? Have I not
suffered for it?
“But mark me, Jocelyn”--and he straightened himself suddenly--“even in
this, that which I have done I will undo. As I have robbed you of your
mistress, so will I win her back for you. I swear it. And when that is
done, when thus every harm I have caused you is repaired, then, Jocelyn,
perhaps you will come to look with less repugnance upon your father, and
to feel less resentment towards him.”
“You promise much, sir,” quoth the boy, with an illrepressed sneer. “How
will you accomplish it?”
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