It was just toward the close of the dinner-hour that Marsham caught the
Speaker's eye. Perhaps the special effort that had been necessary to
recall his thoughts to the point had given his nerves a stimulus. At any
rate, he spoke unusually well, and sat down amid the cheers of his
party, conscious that he had advanced his Parliamentary career. A good
many congratulations reached him during the evening; he "drank delight
of battle with his peers," for the division went well, and when he left
the House at one o'clock in the morning it was in a mood of tingling
exhilaration, and with a sense of heightened powers.
It was not till he reached his own room, in his mother's hushed and
darkened house, that he opened Diana's letter.
The mere sight of it, as he drew it out of his pocket, jarred upon him
strangely. It recalled to him the fears and discomforts, the sense of
sudden misfortune and of ugly associations, which had been, for a time,
obliterated in the stress and interest of politics. He opened it almost
reluctantly, wondering at himself.
"MY DEAR OLIVER,--This letter from your mother reached me
last night. I don't know what to say, though I have thought
for many hours. I ought not to do you this great injury; that
seems plain to me. Yet, then, I think of all you said to me,
and I feel you must decide. You must do what is best for
your future and your career; and I shall never blame you,
_whatever_ you think right. I wish I had known, or realized,
the whole truth about your mother when you were still here.
It was my stupidity.
"I have no claim--none--against what is best for you. Just
two words, Oliver!--and I think they _ought_ to be
'Good-bye.'
"Sir James Chide came after you left, and was most dear and
kind. To-day I have my father's letter--and one from my
mother--that she wrote for me--twenty years ago. I mustn't
write any more. My eyes are so tired.
"Your grateful DIANA."
He laid down the blurred note, and turned to the enclosure. Then he read
his mother's letter. And he had imagined, in his folly, that his
mother's refinement would at least make use of some other weapon than
the money! Why, it was _all_ money!--a blunderbuss of the crudest kind,
held at Diana's head in the crudest way. This is how the saints
behave--the people of delicacy--when it comes to a pinch! He saw his
mother stripped of all her pretensions, her spiritual airs, and for the
first time in his life--his life of unwilling subordination--he dared to
despise her.
But neither contempt nor indignation helped him much. How was he to
answer Diana? He paced up and down for an hour considering it, then sat
down and wrote.
His letter ran as follows:
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