"Ferrier!" The tone of the repeated word brought the moisture to
Lankester's eyes. He took the dreamer's hand in his, pressing it.
Marsham returned the pressure, first strongly, again more feebly. Then a
wave of narcotic sleep returned upon him, and he seemed to sink into it
profoundly.
* * * * *
Next morning, as Marsham, after his dressing, was lying moody and
exhausted on his pillows, he suddenly said to his servant:
"I want something out of that cabinet by the fire."
"Yes, sir." The man moved toward it obediently.
"Find a newspaper in the top drawer, folded up small--on the right-hand
side."
Richard looked.
"I am sorry, sir, but there is nothing in the drawer at all."
"Nonsense!" said Marsham, angrily. "You've got the wrong drawer!"
The whole cabinet was searched to no purpose. Marsham grew very pale. He
must, of course, have destroyed the paper himself, and his illness had
effaced his memory of the act, as of other things. Yet he could not
shake off an impression of mystery. Twice now, weeks after Ferrier's
death, he seemed to have been in Ferrier's living presence, under
conditions very unlike those of an ordinary dream. He could only remind
himself how easily the brain plays tricks upon a man in his state.
* * * * *
After breakfast, Sir James Chide was admitted. But Oliver was now in the
state of obsession, when the whole being, already conscious of a certain
degree of pain, dreads the approach of a much intenser form--hears it
as the footfall of a beast of prey, drawing nearer room by room, and
can think of nothing else but the suffering it foresees, and the
narcotic which those about him deal out to him so grudgingly, rousing in
him, the while, a secret and silent fury. He answered Sir James in
monosyllables, lying, dressed, upon his sofa, the neuralgic portion of
the spine packed and cushioned from any possible friction, his forehead
drawn and frowning.
Sir James shrank from asking him about himself. But it was useless to
talk of politics; Oliver made no response, and was evidently no longer
abreast even of the newspapers.
"Does your man read you the _Times_?" asked Sir James, noticing that it
lay unopened beside him.
Oliver nodded. "There was a dreadful being my mother found a fortnight
ago. I got rid of him."
He had evidently not strength to be more explicit. But Sir James had
heard from Lady Lucy of the failure of her secretarial attempt.
"I hear they talk of moving you for the winter."
"They talk of it. I shall oppose it."
"I hope not!--for Lady Lucy's sake. She is so hopeful about it, and she
is not fit herself to spend the winter in England."
"My mother must go," said Oliver, closing his eyes.
"She will never leave you."
Marsham made no reply; then, without closing his eyes again, he said,
between his teeth: "What is the use of going from one hell to another
hell--through a third--which is the worst of all?"
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