Marsham, meanwhile, as the morning drew on, and as the veil of morphia
between him and reality grew thinner, was aware of a dream slowly
drifting into consciousness--of an experience that grew more vivid as it
progressed. Some one was in the room; he moved uneasily, lifted his
head, and saw indistinctly a figure in the shadows standing near the
smouldering fire. It was not his servant; and suddenly his dream mingled
with what he saw, and his heart began to throb.
"Ferrier!" he called, under his breath. The figure turned, but in his
blindness and semi-consciousness he did not recognize it.
"I want to speak to you," he said, in the same guarded, half-whispered
voice. "Of course, I had no right to do it, but--"
His voice dropped and his eyelids closed.
Lankester advanced from the fire. He saw Marsham was not really awake,
and he dreaded to rouse him completely, lest it should only be to the
consciousness of pain. He stooped over him gently, and spoke his name.
"Yes," said Marsham, murmuring, without opening his eyes. "There's no
need for you to rub it in. I behaved like a beast, and Barrington--"
The voice became inarticulate again. The prostration and pallor of the
speaker, the feebleness of the tone--nothing could have been more
pitiful. An idea rushed upon Lankester. He again bent over the bed.
"Don't think of it any more," he said. "It's forgotten!"
A slight and ghastly smile showed on Marsham's lip as he lay with closed
eyes. "Forgotten! No, by Jove!" Then, after an uneasy movement, he said,
in a stronger and irritable voice, which seemed to come from another
region of consciousness:
"It would have been better to have burned the paper. One can't get away
from the thing. It--it disturbs me--"
"What paper?" said Lankester, close to the dreamer's ear.
"The _Herald_," said Marsham, impatiently.
"Where is it?"
"In that cabinet by the fire."
"Shall I burn it?"
"Yes--don't bother me!" Evidently he now thought he was speaking to his
valet, and a moan of pain escaped him. Lankester walked over to the
cabinet and opened the top drawer. He saw a folded newspaper lying
within it. After a moment's hesitation he lifted it, and perceived by
the light of the night-lamp that it was the _Herald_ of August 2--the
famous number issued on the morning of Ferrier's death. All the story of
the communicated article and the "Barrington letter" ran through his
mind. He stood debating with himself, shaken by emotion. Then he
deliberately took the paper to the fire, stirred the coals, and, tearing
up the paper, burned it piece by piece.
After it was done he walked back to Marsham's side. "I have burned the
paper," he said, kneeling down by him.
Marsham, who was breathing lightly with occasional twitchings of the
brow, took no notice. But after a minute he said, in a steady yet
thrilling voice:
"Ferrier!"
Silence.
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