The thing on the door-stepLovecraft, H. P. (Howard Phillips)
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The thing on the door-step
Lovecraft, H. P. (Howard Phillips)
Horror tales; Paranormal fiction
It took me an hour to quiet him, but he subsided at last. The next
day I got him decent clothes in the village, and set out with him
for Arkham. His fury of hysteria was spent, and he was inclined to
be silent, though he began muttering darkly to himself when the car
passed through Augusta--as if the sight of a city aroused unpleasant
memories. It was clear that he did not wish to go home; and considering
the fantastic delusions he seemed to have about his wife--delusions
undoubtedly springing from some actual hypnotic ordeal to which he had
been subjected--I thought it would be better if he did not. I would, I
resolved, put him up myself for a time, no matter what unpleasantness
it would make with Asenath. Later I would help him get a divorce, for
most assuredly there were mental factors which made this marriage
suicidal for him. When we struck open country again Derby's muttering
faded away, and I let him nod and drowse on the seat beside me as I
drove.
During our sunset dash through Portland the muttering commenced again,
more distinctly than before, and as I listened I caught a stream of
utterly insane drivel about Asenath. The extent to which she had
preyed on Edward's nerves was plain, for he had woven a whole set
of hallucinations around her. His present predicament, he mumbled
furtively, was only one of a long series. She was getting hold of him,
and he knew that some day she would never let go. Even now she probably
let him go only when she had to, because she couldn't hold on long at
a time. She constantly took his body and went to nameless places for
nameless rites, leaving him in her body and locking him upstairs--but
sometimes she couldn't hold on, and he would find himself suddenly in
his own body again in some far-off, horrible and perhaps unknown place.
Sometimes she'd get hold of him again and sometimes she couldn't. Often
he was left stranded somewhere as I had found him; time and again he
had to find his way home from frightful distances, getting somebody to
drive the car after he found it.
The worst thing was that she was holding on to him longer and longer
at a time. She wanted to be a man--to be fully human--that was why she
got hold of him. She had sensed the mixture of fine-wrought brain and
weak will in him. Some day she would crowd him out and disappear with
his body--disappear to become a great magician like her father and
leave him marooned in that female shell that wasn't even quite human.
Yes, he knew about the Innsmouth blood now. There had been traffic with
things from the sea--it was horrible.... And old Ephraim--he had known
the secret, and when he grew old did a hideous thing to keep alive--he
wanted to live for ever--Asenath would succeed--one successful
demonstration had taken place already.
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