Canada -- Emigration and immigration -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Older couples -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“Ay, I’m back,” she said in a curious tone, and looked away from him
and about her. “Back!”--and her glance went to the privet hedge beyond
the window.... He waited a moment, staring at her uncertainly and
rather uncomfortably, and then slipped quietly from the room. Half-way
down the stairs, he heard her say “Back!” again, and hesitated in his
step as if meaning to return to her; only to hurry on afterwards more
rapidly than ever.
III
As he entered the kitchen he was met by the letter with the now
familiar shock, but this time he did not attempt to evade it. On the
contrary, he went deliberately across to it, and stood by the table,
looking at it. A glance at the clock had shown him that he was earlier
than he had imagined, and he was in no mood to meet his staff before
he was obliged. That whistling first-comer would be Len Machell, a
skilled gardener and his right-hand man. Len was always early, and he
had always liked him for it; but he was not so sure that he liked him
for it, this morning. Deep down in his mind lurked an uncomfortable
suspicion that Len had a reason for coming early to-day....
The letter, addressed in his small but flowing handwriting, was
directed to his employer at the Hall. He was always slightly ashamed of
his pale, delicate script, especially when he happened to see it beside
his wife’s black and sturdy hand. The scant imprint of the one seemed
almost a purposed reproach to the brave intensity of the other. It was
true that Mattie, in helping to draft the letter, had used so much of
the ink, writing and re-writing, and underlining and exclaiming, that
there had been very little of it left by the time he came to it; but of
course that was no excuse. _She_ would have got her effect, he knew,
even with a dried-up bottle and a broken nib!... He felt unhappily
that his effort looked even feebler this morning than it had done last
night, as if it had faded for lack of volition on the part of the
writer.
Yet, after all, he said to himself, straightening himself as he stood,
it was his weak pen which had altered their destinies. Mattie’s
handwriting, superior though it was, could not in this case have had
the weight of his. The ink that was left had been more than sufficient
for the few, colourless words in which, after forty years’ service, he
had sent in his notice.
It had seemed so impossible a thing before it was done, and, now that
it _was_ done, it seemed so easy. Simple and easy, as death seemed,
when you saw it close.... But it was wrong of him to keep on thinking
of the change that was coming in terms of trouble or death. Once
already that morning he had had to remind himself that what it really
stood for was new life.
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