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Turning away from him, she moved almost aimlessly across the kitchen.
It was as if she had been switched suddenly on to another plane, and
did not know any longer what to do on this. Stooping, she put out her
hand for the poker, as if meaning to stir the fire, but she put it
out to the wrong side. That seemed to paralyse her more than ever.
She seemed incapable of reaching across to it where it stood in its
accustomed place, but remained stooping, her hand dropped loosely at
her side. It was only after a long pause that she straightened herself
slowly, and, swinging round, stared about the room with eyes which
hardly seemed to recognise it.
He continued to watch her, fascinated. It was all so _different_, he
was saying to himself; not in the least what he had expected. If only
she would speak!... It couldn’t be that she was disappointed?--he found
himself thinking, startled; and suddenly there came into his mind the
absurd fear that, in giving her what she wanted, he had perhaps taken
away from her something that she wanted more....
She moved away from the hearth, and as she did so the firelight shot
up, so that her shadow on the wall shot up, too, and became huge and
menacing in the kitchen. Too big for the room, it pressed itself
against ceiling and walls, as if trying to force a way out of what was
no longer able to contain it. He watched it struggle for a moment, saw
it sink and leap in a still more furious effort, and then the fire
dropped and it dropped with it. He waited for it to shoot up again,
expecting every second to see it beat and battle afresh. But it did
not shoot up again. Instead, there came presently into the stillness
a little tinkling sound which showed that the fire had dropped still
lower.
The window of the cottage had long since gone black, making a dark
velvet background for the gold flower of the lamp at his elbow. The
gardens outside were as blank as Mattie’s face, gone out as completely
as if it was only in the daytime that they had any concrete existence.
The letter on the table looked a white, untouched square, with the
impress of his handwriting barely visible upon it.
There was very little in the letter, but it had taken a long time to
put it down. They had been so long over it, indeed, that already it was
time for bed. The kitchen clock told them that, breaking the silence
almost impertinently, and Mattie started. And then she, too, broke
silence.
“Eh, well! So that’s the end of that!” she said, from the stairfoot,
speaking apparently not so much to him as to a hundred other things
about her; and, turning determinedly towards the stairs without further
comment, mounted them with her strong though heavy step, and vanished.
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