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He spoke to one or two of his men who were busy about the grounds,
rolling the gravel or trimming the turf, but always with the same
anxiety and suspicion which had afflicted him all the morning. They
were not Machell, it was true, but each one of them seemed to him to
represent Machell, and, when he left them, he felt that they followed
him with Machell’s searching eyes.... It seemed an incredible thing
that he, who had always taken his fellow-beings so simply and so
kindly, should now be unable to meet them with an open mind. It made
him ashamed and angry, so that his glance refused to meet theirs, and
his voice sharpened when he spoke to them, as it had done with Mattie
during the scene in the cottage. Even the Hall servants he would have
regarded doubtfully if he had chanced to come across them, feeling sure
that they, too, knew what was about to happen to him, and would spring
their knowledge upon him before he was ready to meet it.
But he saw nobody as he passed in front of the house, walking with
what he felt to be a furtive step which he was yet unable to alter,
and pausing only to inspect the rose-bushes fronting the long line of
the low terrace. Nobody opened the door and came to him, or hailed
him from the stone verandah. He glanced nervously at the windows over
his shoulder, but nobody looked out. The whole place, indeed, had a
strangely hushed appearance, almost as if it had veiled its eyes while
this its servant went on his last round.
Hurrying in the same almost slinking fashion along the central walk,
he came to the cliff-side, and stood looking across the beautiful,
dangerous stream to the mountain-wall beyond. He could scarcely
remember a time when, passing through the grounds, he had not paused
just there, with the great trees around and above him, and the rocky
river below. The wide view, passing over the wooded cliff across, and
rising by green and russet slopes to that last long line of loveliness
above, sometimes many-coloured and strong, and sometimes faint and
phantasmal as a cloud, had been all that he had ever wanted by way of
“escape.” It seemed impossible now that, yesterday, when he had needed
it so much, he should never even have thought of it. One look at the
open fells, at the swift river running black between its carved banks,
at the endless crossing and re-crossing of fine bough-traceries against
the colourless sky, and his sudden revolt against his environment would
have been as suddenly stilled. Just that one look, and things would
have found their proper balance again; one look, and he would never
have dreamed of writing the letter....
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