Canada -- Emigration and immigration -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Older couples -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
For this morning he was not quite so sure that he was glad....
Lighting the fire, he set the kettle to boil, afterwards going into the
shadowy little larder to look for milk. His wife would be awake before
long, and he would take her up a cup of tea as soon as the kettle
permitted. Both he and Mattie were getting on in years,--he seventy
and she sixty-nine--but they were able to do for themselves yet. It
was a good thing, he said to himself, considering all that lay before
them, that they were able to do for themselves yet.... He said it to
himself more than once as he found a cup and saucer and the sugar that
Mattie loved; passing about the house with the careless precision of
practice, as well as with something more,--the delicate, kindly step of
one accustomed to move in narrow and crowded places, and among fragile
things like flowers.
And never once did he look at the letter.
The kettle was slow in boiling, for the fire burnt lazily, this
morning. Fires were sensitive things, people said, which knew when
those who lighted them were in trouble.... He checked himself guiltily
when he found himself thinking that, because of course there was no
trouble. On the contrary, there was a great deal of happiness ahead,
as well as excitement and adventure and reunion and new life. The last
especially appealed to him, because, as head gardener at Ings Hall, he
was continually bringing new life into existence. It was surely always
a wonderful thing to be about to greet new life!
Mattie would think it wonderful, at all events, in spite of her
wordlessness last night. She had continued to keep silence even when
he had joined her upstairs, and as he had refrained from looking at
her, in his delicate, sensitive way, he would never know now whether
or not she had cried. But while he had lain awake she had slept
peacefully,--peacefully, silently, graciously,--slept as he had hardly
ever known her to sleep, for she was too active a woman, both in body
and mind, to sleep very well. Indeed, for months before the letter came
to be written, she had hardly slept at all.... But last night she had
slept as those sleep who for years have felt themselves to be behind
bars, until the time comes at last when they lie down with relaxed
limbs and smooth brows, knowing themselves free.
It was a great thing, of course, to be free. Mattie had said it so
often that he supposed it must be true. He supposed it, just as he
supposed that he himself was not free, because she had said that so
often, too. He had never been able really to understand what she
meant, because he could not think of a freer life than one spent among
trees and fruit and flowers. But she must know better than he did what
freedom meant, because she had thought about it so much. Talked about
it so much, too, year in and year out.... Yes, it was a great thing to
be free.
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