Canada -- Emigration and immigration -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Older couples -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
She passed with a sigh of relief to the thought of all that would have
to be done before she could get away. Her heart rose to the task as
she remembered it. Work,--and especially organising work,--had always
been a pleasure to her, and this would mean more than pleasure. In the
rush of planning and packing, of solving the many problems which would
undoubtedly arise, she would easily lose sight of the few burdens that
were weighing on her spirit.
At the moment, however, she had no intention of beginning to pull the
house to pieces, or even of starting upon such minor operations as
going through drawers and cupboards. There would be no sense in making
the place uncomfortable before she was obliged. The day would be full
enough, as it was, what with the ordinary routine and the letters which
had to be written; not to speak of the long hours of dreaming and
gloating to which she would certainly fall captive.
There would be plenty to do, of course, when the moment arrived, but it
would be done all right, and done like so much clockwork. In any case,
her house, always in order and always clean, was not the sort that had
almost to be built over again before it was fit to leave. It was not
overcrowded, either, with those things which accumulate as the years go
on, so unconsciously, sometimes, that they seem to have grown out of
the very stuff of life itself. Broadly speaking, she was almost as free
of unnecessary belongings as a seabird poised for flight on the edge of
a naked cliff.
Yet almost without knowing what she was doing she was setting her hand
to the lever which Fate had so tardily thrust into it. Even while she
was making the breakfast she was moving a few things here and there,
rejecting this and accepting that, and hunting for paper and string
with which to pack them. It was more than likely that they would have
to be unpacked again, later on, even if, in a future scheme of things,
they were not left behind altogether. But the excitement of putting the
work in train was impossible to resist. With each parcel she packed
her heart rose a little higher. Every change in the standing order of
things was an added assurance that that order was at an end.
The desire to alter it even further grew upon her when breakfast was
over and Kirkby had returned to his duties. A great restlessness
possessed her. It was almost as if the long strain of waiting for what
she wanted had sapped her power to believe in it when it came; as if
she feared that, unless she instantly took advantage of it, it might
still manage to evade her....
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