When "Renunciations" was finished he took the manuscript to Conant and
waited a fortnight in an agony of suspense and repressed jubilation for
the great man’s verdict. He was all the more anxious to hear it
because, every now and then, while writing the story,
doubts—distressing, perplexing—had intruded. At times and all of a
sudden, after days of the steadiest footing, the surest progress, the
story—the whole set and trend of the affair—would seem, as it were, to
escape from his control. Where once, in "Bunt McBride," he had gripped,
he must now grope. What was it? He had been so sure of himself, with
all the stimulus of new surroundings, the work in this second novel
should have been all the easier. But the doubt would fade, and for
weeks he would plough on, till again, and all unexpectedly, he would
find himself in an agony of indecision as to the outcome of some vital
pivotal episode of the story. Of two methods of treatment, both equally
plausible, he could not say which was the true, which the false; and he
must needs take, as it were, a leap in the dark—it was either that or
abandoning the story, trusting to mere luck that he would, somehow, be
carried through.
A fortnight after he had delivered the manuscript to Conant he presented
himself in the publisher’s office.
"I was just about to send for you," said Conant. "I finished your story
last week."
There was a pause. Overbeck settled himself comfortably in his chair,
but his nails were cutting his palms.
"Hastings has read it, too—and—well, frankly, Overbeck, we were
disappointed."
"Yes?" inquired Overbeck, calmly. "H’m—that’s too b-bad."
He could not hear, or at least could not understand, just what the
publisher said next. Then, after a time that seemed immeasurably long,
he caught the words:
"It would not do you a bit of good, my boy, to have us publish it—it
would harm you. There are a good many things I would lie about, but
books are not included. This ’Renunciations’ of yours is—is, why,
confound it, Overbeck, it’s foolishness."
Overbeck went out and sat on a bench in a square near by, looking
vacantly at a fountain as it rose and fell and rose again with an
incessant cadenced splashing. Then he took himself home to his hall
bedroom. He had brought the manuscript of his novel with him, and for a
long time he sat at his table listlessly turning the leaves, confused,
stupid, all but inert. The end, however, did not come suddenly. A few
weeks later "Renunciations" was published, but not by Conant. It bore
the imprint of an obscure firm in Boston. The covers were of limp
dressed leather, olive green, and could be tied together by thongs, like
a portfolio. The sale stopped after five hundred copies had been
ordered, and the real critics, those who did not belong to New Bohemia,
hardly so much as noticed the book.
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