Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
A girl was advancing down the deck who embodied the evanescence of the
cloud and the grace of the bit of jewel-weed in a way I could never
convey to you. You must see me as standing near the stern of the boat,
and the long, clean line of the deck, with an irregular fringe of people
in deck-chairs, as empty except for this slender, solitary figure. The
rise and fall of the ship were a little like those of a bough in the
wind, while she was the bird on it. She advanced serenely, sedately,
her hands jauntily in the pockets of an ulster, which was gray, with
cuffs and collar of sage-green. A sage-green tam-o’-shanter was
fastened to a mass of the living fair hair which, for want of a better
term, we call golden. Her awareness of herself almost amounted to
inference; and as she passed under the row of onlookers’ eyes she seemed
to fling out a challenge which was not defiant, but good-natured,
defiant but good-natured was the gaze she fixed on me, a gaze as lacking
in self-consciousness as it was in hesitation. A child might have
looked at you in this way, or a dog, or any other being not afraid of
you. Of a blue which could only be compared to that in the rifts in the
cloud overhead, her eyes never wavered in their long, calm regard till
they were turned on me obliquely as she passed by. She did not,
however, look back; and reaching the end of the promenade, she rounded
the corner and went up the other way.
Thinking of her merely as a vision seen by chance, I was the more
surprised when she entered the dining-saloon, helping my friend
Drinkwater. I had purposely got to my place before any one else, so as
to avoid the awkwardness of arriving unknown among people who already
have made one another’s acquaintance. Moreover, the table being near to
one of the main entrances, my corner allowed me to take notes on all who
came in. Not that I was interested in my fellow-passengers otherwise
than as part of my self-defense. Self-defense, the keeping any one from
suspecting the mischance that had befallen me, seemed to me, for the
moment, even more important than finding out who I was.
Transatlantic travel having already become difficult, those who entered
were few in number; and as people are always at their worst at sea, they
struck me as mere bundles of humanity. Among the first to pass my table
was Boyd Averill, who gave me a friendly nod. After him came a girl of
perhaps twenty-five, grave, sensible, and so indifferent to appearances
that I put her down as his sister. Last of all was she whom Drinkwater
had summed up as "one of the prettiest." She was; yet not in the way in
which the vision on the deck had been the same. The vision on the deck
had had no more self-consciousness than the bit of jewel-weed. This
richly colored beauty, with eyes so long and almond-shaped that they
were almost Mongolian, was self-conscious in the grain—luxurious,
expensive, and languorous.
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