Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Well, he doesn’t learn, and nobody ever teaches him. He just sits
round in the barber shop, brushing hats and hanging up overcoats, and
wishing to the Lord he _was_ a barber, and all of a sudden he _is_ one.
He’s watched the shaves and hair-clips, hardly knowing he’s been doing
it, but wishing like blazes all the while, and at last it comes to him
like song to a young bird. Now you’ve got to sit round. Sit tight and
sit round. Wish and watch, and watch and wish, and the divine urge that
turns a youngster into a barber, because that’s what he’s got his heart
on, will steer you into the right way. This isn’t going to be anything
you can learn, as you’d learn to drive a motor or dissect a dead body.
It won’t be a profession, it’ll be a _life_, that’ll show you the trick.
Don’t try to hurry things, Jasper; and don’t expect that three weeks or
three months or three years are going to make this mum old world fork
you out its secrets. Just stick, and if you don’t do the thing you’re
aiming at you’ll do another just as useful. Why, the doctor was going
to chuck all his experiments on the influenza bug when I persuaded him
to keep at it; and so he discovered the thing that scientists have been
after since Dockendorff thought he’d tracked it down as long ago as
1893. All _sticking_!"
*CHAPTER III*
I confess that I was comforted by these hearty words, and braced in a
determination that was beginning to splutter out. Drinkwater’s divine
urge was not unlike my own thread of flame and Denis’s Holy Mother, who
was a light even to the feet of Protestants. It was the same
principle—that of a guide, an impulse, an illumination, which our own
powers could generate when lifted up to, and associated with, the
universal beneficence. I decided to take to formula, "Wish and watch,
and watch and wish," as the device of my knight-errantry. As a matter
of fact, by the sheer process of wishing I secured a secondary position
for myself in the textile department of the Metropolitan Museum, while
by that of watching I found that one of Bridget’s boys and two of the
Finn’s had aptitudes highly worth developing right along this line. It
wasn’t much; but it was a beginning in the way in which I hoped to go,
and might lead to something more.
In all this time, as you can imagine, Vio was my ruling thought, and
guessing her intentions my daily occupation. Since she presumably
wanted a divorce, there were doubtless grounds on which she could secure
one by going the right way to work; but as to whether she was doing this
or not nothing had yet been said to me. Nothing was said to me of any
kind. I had not written to her, nor had she to me; and my other
communication with Boston was only through my bankers. Even that was
growing more irregular since I had changed my business address to
Meeting-House Green.
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