Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
On awaking the second time I was still at a loss for the reason for my
being at sea. I had left a port; I was going to a port; and I didn’t
know the name of either. I might have been on any ocean, sailing to any
quarter of the globe. How long I had been on the way, and how far I had
still to go, were details that danced away from me whenever I tried to
seize them. I retained a knowledge of continents and countries; but as
soon as I made the attempt to see myself in any of them my mind recoiled
from the effort with a kind of sick dislike.
Nothing but a dull hint came to me on actually opening my eyes. An
infiltration of gray light through the door, which was hooked ajar,
revealed a mere slit in space, with every peg and corner utilized. A
quiet breathing from the berth above my head told me that I shared the
cabin with some one else. On the wall opposite, above a flat red couch
piled with small articles of travel, two complete sets of clothing swung
outward, or from side to side like pendulums, according to the movement
of the ship.
I closed my eyes again. It was clearly a cabin of the cheaper and less
comfortable order, calling up a faintly disagreeable surprise. It was
from that that I drew my inference. I judged that whoever I was I had
traveled before, and in more luxurious conditions.
Through the partly open door, beyond which there must have been an open
porthole, came puffs of salt wind and the swish and roar of the ocean.
Vainly I sought indications as to the point of the compass toward which
we were headed. Imagination adapted itself instantly to any direction it
was asked to take. In this inside cabin there was no suggestion from
sun or cloud to show the difference between east and west.
Because I was not specially alarmed I did my best to doze again. Dozing
seemed to me, indeed, the wisest course, for the reason that during the
freedom of subconsciousness in sleep the missing connection was the more
likely to be restored. It would be restored of course. I was
physically well. I knew that by my general sensations. Young, vigorous,
and with plenty of money, a mere lapse of memory was a joke.
Of being young and vigorous a touch on my body was enough to give me the
assurance. The assumption of having plenty of money was more subtle.
It was a habit of mind rather than anything more convincing. Certainly
there was nothing to prove it in this cabin, which might easily have
been second-class, nor yet in the stuff of my pajamas, which was thick
and coarse. I noticed now, as I turned in my bunk, that it rasped my
skin unpleasantly. With no effort of the memory I could see myself
elegantly clad in silk night-clothing fastened with silk frogs; and yet
when I asked myself when and where that had been no answer was accorded
me.
I may have slept an hour when I waked again. From the sounds in the
cabin I drew the conclusion that my overhead companion had got up.
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