Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
In this she was reserved, nunlike, yet—what shall I say? What is there
to say when a woman betrays what very few people perceive and one isn’t
supposed to know to be there? There is a decoration on certain old
Chinese porcelains which you can only see in special lights. A vase or
a bowl may be of, let us say, a rich green monochrome. You may look at
the thing a thousand times and nothing but the monochrome will be
visible. Then one day the sun will strike it at a special angle, or the
light may otherwise be what the artist did his work for, and beneath the
green you will discern dragons or chrysanthemums in gold. Somewhat in
that way the real Mildred Averill came out and withdrew, withdrew and
came out, not so much according to changes in her as according to
changes in the person observing her. When you saw her from one point of
view she was diffident, demure, not colorless, but all of one color like
a rare piece of monochrome. When you looked at her from another you saw
the golden dragons and chrysanthemums. You might not have understood
what they symbolized, but this much at least you would have known—that
the gold was the gold of fire, all the more dangerous, perhaps, because
it was banked down.
That in this company, with its batteries of tacit inquiry turned on me
all the while I took my tea, I was uneasy will go without saying, and so
I took the earliest possible opportunity to get up and slip away. I did
not slip away, however, before Mrs. Averill had asked me to lunch on the
following Sunday, and I had been forced into accepting the invitation.
I had been forced because she wouldn’t take no for an answer. She
wanted to talk about music; she wanted to sing to me; in reality, as I
guessed then, and soon came to know, she was determined to wring from
me, out of sheer curiosity, the facts I wouldn’t confide of my own
accord.
But having accepted the invitation, I saw that there were advantages in
doing so. Once back in the current to which I belonged, I should have
more chances of the recognition for which I was working. The social
life of any country runs in streams like those we see pictured on
isothermal charts. The same kind of people move in the same kind of
medium from north to south, and from east to west. If you know one man
there you will soon know another, till you have a chain of
acquaintances, all socially similar, right across the continent. That I
had such a chain I didn’t doubt for an instant; my only difficulty was
to get in touch with it. As soon as I did that each name would bring up
a kindred name, till I found myself swimming in my native channel,
wherever it was, like a fish in the Gulf Stream, whether off the coast
of Norway or off that of Mexico.
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