Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He jumped to his feet. He was not less constrained, but some of his
uneasiness had passed. I could read what was in his mind. If the worst
came to the worst I was at least a single man; and the worst might not
come to the worst. There might be ways of getting rid of me before his
sister...
He led the way up-stairs. I followed with Miss Averill, saying I have
forgotten what. I have forgotten it because, as we crossed the
low-ceiled hall with its monumental bits of furniture, two gleaming eyes
stood over me like sentinels in the air.
*CHAPTER X*
Within a fortnight my nearly two hundred dollars had come down to nearly
one, and this in spite of my self-denials.
Self-denials were new to me. I knew that by my difficulties in
beginning to practise them. Such economics as staying at the Barcelona
instead of a more luxurious hotel, or as buying ready-made clothes
instead of waiting for the custom-made, I do not speak of as
self-denials, since they were no more than concessions to a temporary
lack of cash. But the first time I made my breakfast on one egg instead
of two; the first time I suppressed the eggs altogether; the first time
I lunched on a cup of chocolate taken at a counter; the first time I
went without a midday meal of any kind—these were occasions when the
saving of pennies struck me as akin to humiliation. I had formed no
habits to prepare me for it. The possibility that it might continue
began at last to frighten me.
For none of my artful methods had been successful. I frequented the
hotels; I hung about the entrances to theaters; I tramped the streets
till a new pair of boots became a necessity; but no one ever hailed me
as an old acquaintance. Once only, standing in the doorway of a great
restaurant, did I recognize a face; but it was that of Lydia Blair,
dining with a man. He was a big, round-backed, silver-haired man, with
an air of opulence which suggested that Miss Blair might be taking the
career of adventuress more seriously than I had supposed. Whether or
not she saw me I couldn’t tell, for, to avoid embarrassment both for
herself and me, I withdrew to another stamping-ground. What the young
lady chose to do with herself was no affair of mine. Since a pretty
girl of facile temperament would have evident opportunities, it was not
for me to interfere with her. Had she belonged to my own rank in life I
might have been shocked or sorry; but every one knew that a beautiful
working-girl...
As to my own rank in life a sense of going under false pretenses added
to my anxieties, though it was through no fault of my own. Miss Averill
persisted in giving me the rôle of romantic seeker for the hard facts of
existence. She did it only by assumption; but she did it.
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