Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
My work next day lay in peeling off the burlap from the newly arrived
consignment, stripping the rolls of the sheepskins in which they were
wrapped inside, spreading the rugs flat, and sweeping them with a stiff,
strong broom. After that we laid them in assorted piles, preparatory to
carrying them up-stairs. They were Khorassans, Kirmanshahs, Bokharas,
and Sarouks, with a superb lot of blue and gold Chinese reproduced on
the company’s looms in India.
The good-natured Peter Bridget taking his turn up-stairs, my colleague
that day was an American of Finnish extraction, whose natural sunniness
of disposition had been soured by the thwarting of a strong ambition to
"get on." Combining the broad features of the Lapp with Scandinavian
hair and complexion, his expression reminded you of a bright summer day
over which a storm was beginning to lower. The son of one large family
and the father of another, he was at war with the world in which his
earning capacity had come to have its limitations fixed at eighteen
dollars a week.
He was not conversational; he only grunted remarks out of a slow-moving
bitterness of spirit.
"What’s the good of always layin’ the pipe and never gettin’ no oil
along it? That’s what I want to know. Went to work when I was
fourteen, and now I’m forty-two, and in exactly the same spot."
"You’re not in exactly the same spot," I said, "because you’ve got your
wife and children."
"And the money I’ve spent on that woman and them kids!"
"But you’re fond of them, aren’t you?"
"No better wife no guy never had, and no nicer little fam’ly."
"Well, then, that’s so much to the good. Those are assets, aren’t they?
They’ll mean more to you than if you had money in the savings bank and
didn’t have _them_."
"I can’t eddicate ’em proper, or send ’em to high-school, let alone
college, or give ’em nothin’ like what they ought to have. All I can
leave ’em when I die is what my father left me, the right not to be able
to get nowhere—and yet you’ll hear a lot of gabbers jazzin’ away about
this bein’ the best country for a working-man."
During the lunch-hour we drifted into Fifth Avenue, joining the throng
of those who for sixty minutes were like souls enjoying a respite from
limbo. Limbo, I ask you to notice, is not hell; but it is far from
paradise. The dictionary defines the word as a borderland, a place of
restraint, and it was in both those senses, I think, that the shop and
the factory struck the imaginations of these churning minds. The shop
and the factory formed a borderland, neither one thing nor another, a
nowhere; but a place of restraint none the less. More than the physical
restraint involved in the necessity for working was implied by this; it
was restraint of the spirit, restraint of the part of a man that soars,
restraint of the impulse to seize the good things of life in a world
where they seemed to be free.
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